Wednesday, October 29, 2008 -{'4:26 AM
my Birthday yesterday was super fun!!
even though i was just at home after an hour of Amaths in school.
chatted with my dear friends, and received Birthday greetings =D
mom wasn't here yesterday. she had work to do.
my dad and my brothers went for cycling.
auntie sleeping.
i was in front of the lappie the whole day, chatting with people.
some of them were Marie and Carl.
thanks to them, they put a smile on my face =D
me on my Birthday, people making me smile.
even though i was so lonely.
they wiped my loneliness away.
sheesh, stop the drama, Bear.
haha
but true, they made me super happy (:
today wasn't a nice day.
as if like nothing happened.
thanks to my dear friends (same people, like Marie and Carl), cheered me up.
but now im alone - again.
darn.
i have nothing to blog about,
just to blog about the boredom i experienced on this day.
i was supposed to go to Jurong Bird Park today but that was cancelled. moved that on Friday.
im still bored now, decided to write what i feel on a piece of paper and then throw it away. maybe burn it of tear it to pieces.
that's how i feel now, like a piece of paper that was meant to be thrown and recycled.
i dont know why... but i think that's because someone i know hurt my feelings or something.
okay, let's just say i am afraid that she's ignoring me.
Marie, i wanna talk to you bout this coz i always can count on you (my Crap Partner. haha.)
still can feel it since last week.
the only day i felt happy was yesterday.
agh. cant think of what to blog.
xoxo,
Tuesday, October 28, 2008 -{'12:57 AM
hello!! to people who greeted me a Happy Birthday by sms, sorry that i can't reply back coz i have no top-up... sorry.sorry.sorry. Thanks for the greetings, though =D
anyway, i had a long day - from Sunday 'till today. i really had a happy Birthday today.. thanks to that someone (you know who you are =D) to that someone, thank you..... =D kk how do i start my blog? okay, okay.
last Saturday was the first day of the camp @ Pasir Ris Park brothers fought over the PSP. lol skip that part.. we were there early. my mom and went to Giant and bought a huge red tent (gawd, i love red =D) and then when we got back to the camp site, Marie and Mei were already there. chatted under the shade (the bbq pit wasn't under a shade), played pinoy songs and played DJMAX with Mei's PSP...
then after a few hours Grace and Ynah arrived... chatted in the playground 'bout crap. then Ynah's mom called, asking for us to go back to the camp. her mom asked her where we are and then Marie pointed at the kitten. Ynah was like "mom, we're walking near the kitten na." hahah!!! haha, and then Grace went home early.. she didn't sleep over.
then Ynah was like "imagine that in a classroom there are Malay and Chinese students...then the teacher's walking towards the class and then some Chinese student said 'Laoshi laile!!!' then the Malays are like 'apa?' haha..
and vice versa, imagine a Malay student was like 'Cigku datang, cigku datang!!!' and a Chinese student will be like 'shen me?'
hahah.
then eventually Ynah went home too. sad. then Marie, Mei and i went to the bathroom to bathe. slept at 3am the next day. Marie was 'sabotaged' haha. i was like "Marie i wanna blog about this." then Marie was like "Sure! bully me!" hahah...
i made footnotes about Ynah's word shortcut-ing..
SBOE - Sudden Burst Of Energy
LSS - Last Song Syndrome
IGW - Imagination Gone Wild
ADD - Attention Deficit Disorder
i made mine too =D
HHWWNMPSSP - Holding Hands While Walking Na May Pa Sweet Sweet Pa!!
hahah.
woke up at 8am... bathed, Marie and Mei woke up. ate breakfast..and then went to church for Retreat Part One...
The retreat was okay, fun. in some parts. Charles wasn't able to stay the whole day 'coz he had O levels. Ashling and Tara were sick, they didn't come to the retreat.
Next day was the Retreat Part Two.
had this ritual or something, where people fall down, knowing that it was a sign from God.
there were people who fell down, i fell down too.
there were people who cried, i didn't cry.
maybe all of my tears were dried up. lols.
many were enlightened by that prayer... =D
next day...which is today. hahah.
MY BIRTHDAY!!!
whee.
had amaths lesson for one hour... went to the POSB bank after that to open an account.
that was my Birthday gift for myself. =D
and stayed at home, talking to two of my friends (:
they made my day better =D
okok, one of them was Marie Dickbig . hahah.
and Marie knows who the other person was.
Marie, dont tell anyone. =D
my schoolmates greeted me a Happy Birthday.
my friends in Philippines, my cousins greeted, too.
i wanna tell the names.. and they are [Marie, Edison, Mei Moi, Anthony, Gericho, an unknown person (smsed me but the phone number wasn't registered in my phone), Ashling, Tara, Sascha, Thivya, Fatima, Tita Joy (my auntie), ate Micah, Nicole and Kuya Froilan (cousins), Jolene, Herman, Charles, Li Qian, Sze Ching, Nurin, Bryan, Yza, Genesis, Afi, Christina (Ndp Dancer), ate Jessica (childhood friend), Willie and many more, i think. =D]
thankyouverymuch. =D
now, i'm still in front of the lappie, waiting for a "miracle" to happen.
that is, to talk to someone - again. =D
i am at home now, my dad, brothers went for cycling. mom went for work. my auntie sleepin.
anyway i gotta go...
cHaO!! =D
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xoxo,
Friday, October 24, 2008 -{'2:29 AM
I made this widget at MyFlashFetish.com.
i just answered a test... and it says this:
You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous.
You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things.
Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times.
You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic “Type A” personality.
You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.
You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.
You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.
hahah. cool, huh?
anyway, im dead bored. can't wait for tomorrow's chalet..
i don't know why, but maybe it will be my birthday celebration.
cant wait, cant wait, cant wait!!! =D
hahah.
anyway talking bout me feeling bored...
i painted my nails - again..
from transparent to black to pink to white then to pink again..
lol that was crap.
okok...
i went to Ashling, Sophie and Tara's house ytd (happy, Tara? =D)
dressed in my jeans coz i did't feel that i wanna play tennis.
but i ended up joining them
hahah
went home, rested until 11 something and bathed.
slept at around 12am plus...
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
next day (today),
same thing, boring stuff.
turned the lappie on and start blogging.
sigh.
anyway im goin to search for a job.
toodles!!
off~ =D
cHaO.
xoxo,
Wednesday, October 22, 2008 -{'10:34 PM
I made this widget at MyFlashFetish.com.
countdown to my special day...
haha.
anyway im going to Ashling's house today...
'coz...
it's the last day of school!!! =]
whee.~
xoxo,
Tuesday, October 21, 2008 -{'11:37 PM
first to blog was 17October2008.
i finished the Christmas Tree =]
next is 18October2008..
it was our Youth Day...
fun, but when it got longer it got kinda boring
well, not all.. but the talks were very long.
and the kneeling part...
my knee was aching..
and someone screamed like she was possessed.
freaky..
speaking of freak, Charles wasn't there
haha! too bad!!!
the Youth Rally was fun (:
next was 19October2008.
went to Parkway Parade, auditioned for Chingay.
went with Afi and Idayu...
we also saw NDP08 dancers there. haha.
NDP08 Act 2 Scene 3 Dancers unite!!!
gawd. i miss my NDP peepz.
anyway...
the Chingay performance will be the finale..
cool, right?!!?
hahah..
went home, came across this pet shop.
omgomgomg they are so damn cute!!
(:
next, 20October2008.
whole class went for scuba diving..
very fun, but it was just in a swimming pool.
but.. fun.
haha.
then after that we had a talk in the primary school hall.and waited for CCA in class.
i got bored...
but there was a whiteboard marker.
so i wrote crap on the whiteboard.
hahah.
then CCA started @ 2pm.
saw Klaryssa holding a set of colorful cds.
took a picture of it...
...coz i like colorful stuffs. =]
next... 21October2008.
went to Tampines mall with Sascha after school
bought things for the next day's Be Yourself Day...
and the theme was Halloween.
bought a brooch, a headband and a sling bag.
they will match my dress. (:
Sascha bought a blue dress that will match with her 'witch' hat.
it was some kind of a shopping spree...
sad, coz Ashling wasn't with us..
happy, coz i already have all what i need for next day's Be Yourself Day!
Sascha think so, too. (:
lastly, 22October2008.
Be Yourself Day.
where everyone will be dressed as scary people. =]
Ashling still didn't come to school.
Ashie, i miss you!
come back to school!!! (:
i dressed up as a small girl with a scary doll.
instead of people telling me that im scary, they tell me that im cute.
lol. not effective. plan B.
i added a stain of blood on my lip so i will look like a vampire doll.
the blood on my lip wore off, so you can't see for some pics.
the outcome: still same.
they still think it's cute.
still not effective. gave up.
cute if cute la. hahah.
then we watched a movie about the cycle of Zombies.
please la. vampires are way more decent than zombies.
zombies eat human flesh disgustingly.
urgh.
i think i won't be sleeping tonight.
anyway, here are some pics.. =]
more pics on my Multiply blog!! click here for the pics!! =]
xoxo,
Friday, October 17, 2008 -{'2:17 AM
SHIAWT.
anyway, hallo people!!
Emmett's favourite food here, back to talking crap...
(if you don't know Emmett, read Twilight.)
anyway today was the giving out of scripts of exams.
damn, i failed my Geography...and my Accounts and Amath (yes, people. i take three Maths!)...
i hope that my standard test results of Geography and Amaths will pull me up..
Accounts surely very low. hahah.
Geography, coz my teacher wasnt around for the last few weeks and then they got a relief teacher for us. but the relief teacher didnt really go through the lessons.
Accounts, coz it was clashed with Amath and we didnt really start from the basic... Amath, same too. the 'clashing' part... and i find it hard to balance the two.
next year, you'll see me studying so damn hard, studying more than what you see now...
if i bring my notes along - even there is a training or something (like NDP trainings), ill bring more notes than what i brought before.
if i study in chalets where there is a party and i concentrate more on the notes rather than enjoying the party, you'll see more of that from me.
i'll do anything - everything,perhaps - to get good grades for my 'N' levels next year.
that would be my New Year's resolution, to study and give in my 100% effort on studying. to make it my very, VERY first priority.
agh, i just hope that i'll pass this year's report book. i hope that my report book won't fail me. not this year. not next year and not my 'O' level year. i hope that it will never fail me, like the past years...
agh. im panicking right now. too much depression... too much sorrow... too much anxiousness... too much of negative thoughts... too much of the bad reality.
damn it, i also wanna do well for this year, not only for my upcoming 'N' and 'O' level examinations.
damn it, why now?
BUT on the bright side...
i passed my Emaths, the hardest subject to pass..
i passed my English...
i passed my Physics...
i passed my Biology..
i passed my Social Studies... started wondering why i passed SS rather than passing my Geog.
happy, but sad...
it didn't really meet my expectations...
I AM STILL SCARED!!!
urgh...
xoxo,
Wednesday, October 15, 2008 -{'11:56 PM
I made this widget at MyFlashFetish.com.
hello!! im back.
today (Thursday) was the last day for hairstyling...
it was fun, the best day of all the four days of hairstyling lessons.
there was happiness, but there was also sadness.
happy, coz all people who wated their hair to be done is done. =D
sad, coz it was simply the last day.
Tara and i took pictures again - as promised. =D
Tara (before)
me (in process of hair straightening.)
me and Tara (after)
me and Tara (after)
me (before curling)
me (process of curling)
me (after curling)
more of me =D
me and Ashling (after styling)haha. i had fun anyway =D
we didnt take the Edward bus, though.
sad.
i was rushing home so i can show my mom how i want my hair on the Confirmation.
went home with Thivya, Sascha, Li Qian and Eva on the way to 69 bus stop. Ashling, Tara, Joy, Stacy, etc. went the other way.
saw Cassandra in the bus, went to her and surprise her. hahah.
arrived home, sadly my hair was spoiled, the curls were all gone because of the rain.
sad.
but on the other side of the road, my mom gave me her hair straightener!
whee~ (:
now im at home. blogging. goin to put the Christmas Tree up. =D
nway gtg. gonna put the Christmas
tree up. (:
cHaO. =D
anyway, Cindy asked me to answer this some kind of chain quiz. =D
1.The 1st person who tag/pass you is?
Cindy.
2. your relationship with him/her?-
friend
3. Your five impression of him/her?
1) nice 2) kind 3)quiet 4)a lil bit shy 5)patient
4.the most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
she was there for me. =D
5. the most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
er, i duno. my hair nice? lol.
6. you got any wish or request to ask from him/her?
nope.
7. as a friend, what he/she has to improve on?
er, dunno?
8. if he/she became your enemy, you will?-
nonono. i dont see people as enemies. well, at least to my friends, i dont treat them as enemies. that's why i call them friends - duhhhhh.
9. if he/she became your enemy, the reason will be?
that wont happen.
10. the most desired thing you want to do for him/her is?
give her something on her birthday.
11. your overall impression of him/her is?
thoughtful.
12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
i dunno. i supposed that they will feel awkward coz im not the most interesting person around. well, at least to some people.
13. the characters you love of yourself are?
er, i duno. =D
14. on the contrary, the character you hate yourself are?
not an interesting person for some people.
15. the most ideal person you want to be is?
i wanna be myself. i wanna be me.
16. for people who care and like you, say something to them.
i hope that our friendship always stays strong. (:
17. Pass this quiz to 10 person that you wish to know how they feel about you .
1) Yza
2) Joytotheworld.
3) Mar-bear
4) Idayu
5) Mei-Moi
6) Grace
7) Cheska
8) Sabirah (Happy Birthday!!!)
9) Tara the Rat.
10) Wren-Wren
18. Who is no.6 having a relationship with?
er,she doesn't have a relationship.
19. Is no.9 a male or female?
female. duh.
20. If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? -
they don't even know each other.
21.what is no. 2 studying about?
she is in sec4. next year sec5. 'o' level.
22. When was the last time you had a chat-
last Saturday.
23. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
don't know.
24. Does no. 1 has any siblings?-
yep. an older one.
25. Will you woo no.3?-
no. why would i?
26. How about no.7?-
still no.
27.Is no.4 Single?-
think so.
28. What is the surname of no.5?-
Avelino.
29. What's the hobby of no.10?
DISTURB PEOPLE.
30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?-
they don't even know each other.
31. Where is no.2 studying at?-
SACSS
32.Talk something casually about no. 1.
whe was my best friend back in Philippines.
33. Where does no.9 live at?
Changi.
34. What colour does no. 4 like?
black and red, baybeh. =D
35. Are no.5 and no.1 best friend?
they don't even know each other.........
36. Does no.1 have any pets?-
dunno?
37. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
lol. next question.
38. What is no. 6 doing now?
err, i dont know. slacking? she already finished her PSLE exams.
xoxo,
-{'4:12 AM
i'm back. =D
we, the threefouroheight people, had been in a hairstyling mood since last Monday.
was doin hairstyling all the way 'till today..
haha.
quite fun, yeah?
the lessons were okay..
first day was Monday.
it was okay, though. even we felt tired that day.
Monday was hair styling.Tara took pictures.
Tara. Ashling. Sascha. Me. (Tuesday)
"Doll Domination" quoted by Tara. (Tuesday)
haha. (Tuesday)
getting my hair dressed up. (Tuesday)
final outcome of the hairstyling.i had fun, though. hahah. (Tuesday)
then Tuesday was better.. er, at least for me. still, same things happened like Monday.
i gotta admit that it got better when Tuesday came...
we drove part Telok Kurau, where i went for NDP 2008 training.
memoriesare coming back...
sigh.
then we went past Sunny Spring, where my dad used to live when we were still in the Philippines.
Rocktober was also in Suntec City Mall, but it was just a humongous poster.
then i saw "Prince Edward Rd", kida reminds me of Edward Cullen. =D
Ashling gave me some of her 'Words Of Wisdom"
like...
"Damn it, this doll's coming after me"
while referring to the mannequin she's taking care of.
haha.
then when Sascha was letting her hair being curled, Faustine was the one curling Sascha's hair.
the Faustine said that she had experience curling someone's hair.
then there was a time where Faustine burned her finger by touching the top of the hair curler
Ashling: i thought you are experienced in handling a hair curler?
Faustine: no la. i only used this once. and this is a different brand of hair curler.
Ashling: then what, your haircurler is cold on top?
haha...
that was funnay.
you must be there so you would understand...
Ashling was amusing herself by telling jokes like that.
haha.
Tuesday was perming.
Tara took pictures. again. =D
the bus we took reminds me of Edward Cullen. haha.and Ashling said that i looked like a tourist when i took a picture of this.
hahah.
then today came, Wednesday.
Tara had her fringe cut.
haha.
and Ashling and i had an uncontrollable laughter because of theNintendo DS.
was chatting with her via pictochat..
and the best part is... she was just beside me.
haha.
then we saw Cindy had her hair done..
and Samantha too.
hahah.
then went to Tampines Mall then went home. =D
a few more days and im turning sweet sixteen.
happy, but sad.
happy, coz im grateful that i had another happy year that came nto my precious life.
sad, coz im goin to age!!!
and time goes fast.
haha.
i'm not sure whether someone is angry at me...
to that someone,
sorry if i am thinking deep thoughts to end up thinking that you are angry at me. but i think you are. i dont know if i have done something wrong... so please tell me if i really did something wrong.
i hope Tara's happy now, coz she asked me to blog all about this. =D
ouh yeah, my dad left for some overseas trip. *sniff sniff*
cHaO. =D
xoxo,
Sunday, October 12, 2008 -{'4:53 AM
im back..
and i have alot of things to say
hahah.
this Saturday and Sunday (today) was so funnay...
last Saturday
we went to Bukit Merah for a party...
haha Marie was damn funnay (:
firstly, met up with them in bus 518...
then got off the buss at Far East Plaza...
topped-up the bus cards in Orchard Mrt.
then got up bus 171...
sat with my crap partner (Marie) and started talking crap.
hahah
"RAWR!!!"
hahaah.
then we arrived at Edison's house (so faaaaaar!)
their unit was 8-story high.
then then
Marie: Bear!! look!! so windy..
me: eh, really?
Marie's dad: because of the fan.
hahaha!!
Marie didnt realize that there was a fan beside her...
then we ate after a while..
marie noticed my eye...
she thought that i wore contacts..
me: what's the color of my eyes?
Marie: brown
me: *looks at my eyes, literally!* wait, i can't see!
haha!
then then
everyone else came...
Cheska's family was there, Dean's family was there, Gericho's family was there Ynah's family was there. etc..
tagged team with Dean in Monster Hunter ...
then played Guitar Heroes in Wii.
then watched a thriller movie..
but most of the time we weren't in a thriller mode.
we we're in a comedy mode..
...and my place was the 'worst'.
one person on my left screaming, one person on my right laughing.
one in thriller mode and one in comedy mode...
wah, it cant get any worse!!
haha
but they're funnay (:
then after the movie there was a black-out...
damn, freaky...
then we used the handphones for flashlights
haha.
then when it was time to go home...
haha damn funnay!!
ah, must see how we looked like..
one swarm of party people going in the bus
then someone's mom looked like a tourist guide
hahah.
then we occupied most of the bus...
...then eventually we're one only ones in the bus..
we're so noisy la.
haha.
then the bus was 'movy'
agh, cant take it.
haha.
slept abit in the bus...
Marie slept too.
but when we woke up
we were still in chinatown.
wah, so long.
then we started talking crap again..
haha with Ynah and Grace...
Mei Moi's sleeping..
next day...
went to church for church business...
and my confirmation name was a last minute decision..
actually i decided already but im not sure if im gonna take it..
"Chantale"
i found it in the internet...
fougot what website...
my Baptism day was 12December1992..
and then when i looked on Tara's and Ashling's Baptism cert..
they were baptized on 12December1993...
one year difference...
wah, so coincidental.
Tara and i were shocked..
then we looked at Samantha's Baptism cert..
and guess what...
she was baptized the same day, too!!
12December1993!!
omgomgomg. what a joke.
but it's real, people. REAL.
haha. more shocked.
then i went to mass with my family then went to IKEA to look for furnitures for our new house..
but before that, we ate at the IKEA restaurant and saw Marie and family. Anthony wasn't there.
ate with them and talked with Marie about crap... talk about sugar rush... and salt rush. haha.
haha. ate then separated with Marie and family. they went to Courts to look for something, i think.
me and my family continued 'furniture hunting' in IKEA. found nice and awesome furnitures.
what i want for my bedroom is a pair of night light, preferably spotlights.
and i changed my mind bout the wall color... from red to light pink... to white. err, actually it's already white.
then i'll put adhesive decorative sticker on my headwall.
then i wanna make my room look like a room for a princess.. or a rich bugger. you know, cloth hanging on the wall.. etc.
my dad saw those kind of things. very nice.
then went to Courts. same thing. 'furniture hunting'.
skip.
went home then saw Marie and family. again.
WHAT A SMALL WORLD..
then went home. blogged (like now) and goin to prepare for the next day (hairstyling)
cHaO. (:
xoxo,
Thursday, October 9, 2008 -{'10:07 PM
aloha!! (:
for now, exams are over,..
whee~
for the past few days i was so crammed up.
these last few days of exam stress was...err...stressing.
one of those days were crazay.
last monday, i cycled to sascha's house.
studied accounts..
and the piano score for 'River Flows In You' by Yiruma.
....
today's the last day of exams..
wheee~
anyway...
few more days to my birthday...
goin to age soon.
&& im thinking of buying the book "eclipse"
but when i saw the bookstores they dont have it in the displays.
agh..
yep.
agh, im so speechless now..
i miss my friends...
...ALL OF THEM.
want me to name all of them??
nah, too many to mention...
but i kinda go emo when i think of them...
coz i really miss them.
okok,
stop emo-ing.
grr.
dunno wad to blog..
ouh ouh OUH!!
i know!!
blog about crap??
haha....
lalala :D
im blogging about crap...
:D
k ill stop now..
anway im moving house - again.
and and and..
yeah, that's it.
im moving house.
agh..
im really speechless..
blog some othore time.
cHaO. (:
xoxo,
