DropDeadGorgeous.

2011-08-21T22:15:00.000-07:00

THE BALLAD OF MONA LISA ♥

There's nothing wrong with just a taste of what you paid for.

The road of my life has been very rough for me, That's all.

2011-02-23T05:43:00.000-08:00

WHO'S THAT CHICK? ♥

Too cold for you too keep her. Too hot for you to leave her.

ive been having a crazy month recently. but im having fun in a way. i've been having full shifts at work lately, and its quite tiring. but its a good thing i have amazing colleagues who make me happy. and recently i had a dinner date with Joni, Siying and Stacy and Jessica. thanks to Joni for bringing us at NYDC! :) it's just beside Esprit at T1. i wonder when i can bring Anthony to a nice restaurant. if not for Valentines day, then when? :(

i did nothing for the whole day. nothing. just eat, bathe, watch WWE, play Restauant City, watch TV lol. some boring life, huh?

can't wait for Wrestlemania. if i am in US right now i would save up money to see Wrestlemania for myself. and some friends who are interested in Wrestlemania as well. well not that much friends who know about wrestling. just Joni. :/

im saving up for a Sony Cybershot T99 now. my current camera (Nikon - i dont know what model) is already spoiled. and i need to buy a new camera. smaller one. im sick of bringing a huge one - unless it's the professional kind. err. that ill save for it when i get a real job. lol.

and i just did spring cleaning - again. arranged my things in the cabinet under the window. only thing need to do is ask daddy to fix the hinge of my cabinet. it's been broken for ages. hahaha.

bye, wonderful people! :)

2011-02-16T01:59:00.000-08:00

FIREWORK ♥

'Cause baby you're a firework.

hello! im watching WWE now. lol... and waiting for my baby. Kelly Kelly is so cool and pretty and sexy. i want to perm my hair like hers. and i want a body like hers too. even though she's a wrestler she has a nice body. its just sad Vicki Guererro fired her from WWE Raw. here's a few photos of Kelly Kelly during the team match between Dolph Ziggler and Lay-Cool vs Edge and Kelly Kelly during the Friday night Raw (i think).

she got fired. :(

2011-01-28T07:12:00.000-08:00

RAISE YOUR GLASS ♥

Why so serious?

hello everyone! its been a long time that ive never updated my blog. (like half a year ago.) lol... so here i am updating my blog. lol. im currently waiting for poly to start and while i wait i work in [toooooooooooooot] i wont tell you hahhaaha. secret! i work in tampines1 but i wont tell you! haha...

im always busy at the meantime. updating my twitter, facebook, working, playing pet society (wtf right? lol) etcetera etcetera. lol.

i just didnt have the inspiration to blog more. lol. but now im back, and im gonna update more on my life. but shorter blog posts. hhaha :)

i got my dream course (yipee!) and i got a job that fills in the boring days i have at home (playing Pet Society everyday) and i have my very fun and loving lover, friendships and family. but it still seems like theres something missing...

goodbye, world! you dont suck anymore. :)

2010-07-30T05:08:00.000-07:00

ALL AT ONCE. ♥

my life in this sweet surrender...

ok, Tara. i've updated my blog! haha... damn. by blog is effing dead.

anyway i've been busy for the past few days/weeks/months/whatever you want to call it. coz firstly, i've become addicted to Godfinger and secondly, I CAN FEEL THE O-LEVEL PRESSURE. DAMN. FREAKING. STRESSFUL. anyway...

June 14 - that's where i stopped blogging. for a while.

for the last 2 weeks of June, i literally stayed at home and do nothing but study (well, sometimes) and pure slacking.

June 29 - start of Term 3. damn.

July 8 - Aussie concert band came to our school. Joni "found" her future hubby. lol.

July 10 - cycled with Joni, Stacy, Jessica and Tara (did i miss anyone?)

July 21 - National Accounting Quiz. this one i can still remember what happened after the competition:

Us: *waves at people from outside the bus*

Some boy school bus from the competiton: *bus went behind us*

Us: *waves at their teachers*

Teachers: *ignores*

Us: wth???

Boys from other school: *waves back*

Us: *waves back*

Boys: *writes an number on a paper, ask the driver to show us*

Us: *pretends to copy the number, wrote a number, shows them number*

Number: 995XXXXX (995 is for emergency. lol.)

Boys: *one of them literally jumped onto the driver's area, looked closely at the number, copies in handphone, calls, gives the 'wtf face'*

lol...

July 23 - went to Golden Village with friends to watch Inception

July 30 - went home, Jag came to visit, took a power nap and literally slacked at home.

i can't remember everything.

lol. bye, suckaszx.

2010-06-14T19:46:00.000-07:00

SAY IT AGAIN ♥
it's like the whole world stops to listen...

my. blog. is sooooo dead.

anyway i can't really remember everything from last month... but im gonna write down some anyway...

04 June (Friday) - Joy's 18th birthday party. though her birthday will be on the 18th. oooo. June 18 is Joy's 18th birthday. lololol...
Anthony went off early that day coz he had an attachment to some place near my school the next day.

05June (Saturday) - i went to school for Accounts.

06June (Sunday) - went to Mei's house for Dean and Mei's birthday celebration. though Dean's birthday was on the 13th. baby went off early - again - coz he had to book in to camp already. sigh.

09June (Wednesday) - went to Grace's house for her birthday. it was a party. and it was awesome. (: i bought a small cake with my own made "Eat Me" sign on the cake. it looked like an Alice In Wonderland cake. Alice In Wonderland is the L.O.V.E. (:

10June (Thursday) - went for accounts lesson with some of my classmates. lol. so Stacy borrowed Lee Anne's ipod touch and started playing some game... i wanted to quote this (i guess that's the reason why Stacy went to my blog. lol...)

Stacy: *plays some ipod touch game*
Fatima: *looks at what Stacy's playing* What are you supposed to do?
Stacy: *gets lost in the game* aww fuck it.

lololololol! haha... it sounded funnier when you're actually witnessing it. haha.

12June (Saturday) - i was supposed to see Anthony for the whole day, but he was sick. so baby couldn't come. ):

13June (Sunday) - met up with baby for mass, went to highest floor Tampines1 with my family to eat lunch. after that, mom went to IKEA, dad went home and my brothers, my baby and i went to my baby's house (i was forced by my brothers to go there coz they want a PSP game from baby. but im happy with it coz i get to spend more time with baby.) and then left his house at 5.45. i went home and he went to camp.

14June (Monday) - 6 more days before our 9 months monthsary. (: went to Sentosa with my classmates for Volleyball. (: Marissa has this iphone app called Talking Carl and the thing will imitate what you say. we say "hey bitch" he says "hey bitch" too. lol. and then we went outside Universal Studios AND IT WAS DAMN AWESOME. and beside the Hershey's store there's a popcorn store that smells so niiice because of the cheese-flavored popcorn fresh from the hot-popcorn-microwave-thinggy and i wanted to buy but i didn't have money coz i needed the money to buy my dinner, which is the Pepper Lunch at Vivo Kopitiam. and it was oh-so-nice. had Salmon and it was mouthwatering. i wanna eat that again on Sunday after mass with my baby. (:

and Joni's coming back from Australia on Wednesday! can't wait to see her, and my lollipop! ^^ i wonder if i can organize some outing between my gang to just go around outside Universal Studios. i wonder if i can go with Anthony one day as well.

and hey, this is me and my pinoy friends 'exactly' one year ago...

err. where's Geriho and Grace? lol...
that's all. goodbye, suckas.

2010-05-26T08:42:00.000-07:00

MY ENDLESS LOVE ♥
still you said forever...

i just got home from the Night Safari. and it wasn't i expected it to be. it wasn't that nice, though the animals are cute. lol. scary atmosphere, coz you'll be walking in pure darkness. lol... the ampitheatre? i honestly expected more. lol. and at the intro theylet the animals walk around the stage one by one. AND THIS HYENA SHITTED IN FRONT OF US! LOL. EPIC HARDCORE SIOLLL.

anyway then we went to the tram ride. went around the safari. didn't really walk that much coz it was super dark i can't feel like my eyes were open. lol....

and my teacher actually thought that i was Jamaican!!! DOUBLE LOL HARDCORE.

and at the Bongo Burgers, i queued up FOR TEN MINUTES just for a bag of fries, NOT TO MENTION THAT THE WAITING TIME FOR THE FRIES WAS TEN MINUTES.

oh mann... CAN'T MY DAY GET ANY WORSE?!?!

though i enjoyed the rest of the trip.

AND THREE BLOODY TAXIS IGNORED ME AND DIDN'T STOP FOR ME AND THEIR CAB'S FREAKING EMPTY. just waste my time siol.

and sorry, people. no photos. my camera batt died and i can't find the charger, so i kinda didn't charge it.

that's all. i'll update if i remember anything else. goodbye, sucka.

2010-05-20T04:16:00.000-07:00

I LOVE YOU. ♥
will i hear your voice again?

i just had frozen yogurt with homie. THE BIG TUB, YKNOW. and it was awesome. AWESOME. haha...

anyway i received some of my results for Prelim1. so far i've failed one. and the other one i'm sure yet as the other component's not out yet. i'm still waiting for my Amaths and Geography results...

right now i'm getting scared for my O levels, so i've started my revision! yayyy... studied when i got home, edited some pics like the one above, blogging,and eating. coz i'm stressed. no. nonononono. i didn't eat coz my yogurt made me feel bloated. but it was SUPER POOPER UBER DUPER nice! eyelooooooovetttt! :D

oh and we saw Tara at White Sands!

what's gonna happen in the next few days:

Friday: Results day. (i know. shit.)
Saturday: shopping (or WINDOW SHOPPING) with Joni, Ashling and maybe SiYing if her parents allow her.
Sunday: going for mass with Anthony and Marie.

goodbye, sucka! :D

2010-05-18T02:26:00.000-07:00

XOXO, ♥
hugs and kisses!

this week was awesome. Friday went to Stacy's chalet near OCH wit the gang and it was awesome. had karaoke until like 9-ish, then went home. (:

Saturday went to TM with my brothers and saw Anthony there, and bought a few stuff and then went to Dean's house, went to swim in the pool with baby, went up to watch a movie and canwhored with Marie, Mei and Inah. (:

Sunday? it was sad. i didn't get to see my babe in church. ): and my mom's friends and the relatives came from Philippines.

Monday went to the Diongs' house and it was BEYOND AWESOME. the house is nice. it's my dream house! O:
but im okay with a nice and cozy condo unit, coz i dont want my future house to be huge. something like my current house is okay...

Tuesday, back to school.

lazy to blog. chao, suckazxzx!

2010-05-10T01:58:00.000-07:00

ALICE ADVENTURES ♥
you appear just like a dream to me...

last week was hectic coz of exams. so far i'm doing alright (but heck not for Geography!!!)

Friday went outside to eat MacDs for lunch with my gang. then went home... talked about funny stuff. lol... can't remember though.

Saturday my family and relatives went to Pasir Ris Park for lunch, then at dinner we went to Anthony's house. studied POA and ate dinner with MarieMarie and watched a movie. and then Anthony taught me a bit of Amaths. and then Joy came and watched another movie but halfway through the movie i already went home.

Sunday was one of my best. days. ever. went to church with Anthony and his parents and then went to find my brother after church and Marie was already downstairs with Inah and their friends and then my brother went home first coz i have to buy something for my niece. and Anthony have to buy something from TM so we both went TM and Marie and their parents went home. went to eat at a sushi store for a while and went to Popular to buy my dad's DVD cds. and then went to Toys R Us to buy something for my niece. then went Precious Thoughts to buy our moms (and my grandma) something for mother's day. then went home. i honestly had fun. even just walking around TM is fun with him. seriously.

later that same day we had a party and Anthony & family and Dean & family were there. but Marie wasn't there. Mei and i went looking for Marie. ):

Anthony had to go early for camp (he stayed there for only 30 minutes! D:) so i went down tothe bus stop with him and stayed with him until the bus comes.

went back upstairs to study and talk to Dean and Mei and watch the parents look at my baby pictures. lol...

today was Geog paper AND I THINK I REALLY, REALLY SCREWED UP BIG TIME. coz firstly, there was a party. i had to go to the supermarket THREE TIMES just to buy the ingredients of the food, and was asked to do some house chores (and my brothers are playing and they didn't even help!)

but i read up my notes, though. the paper wasn't that hard. but it's because you have to choose between two questions for each part of the whole thing. so the first question was about natural vegetation (i focused on that topic last night) and the second one was about rivers and coast (it just comes naturally) so i choose the natural vegetation question coz i actually studied for that, but i regretted it. I CAN ACTUALLY ANSWER MORE QUESTIONS ON THE SECOND QUESTION!!! damnit. oh well...

then after the exam my gang and i went to Fatima's place to take Stacy's laptop, went to MacDs to eat lunch (or "brunch") and walked around T1. and saw JingYi (CCA friend) and Esther and YanYing. lol. then went home. (:

and now, blogging.

oh oh... i'm thinking of making a blogshop for accessories. and if the blogshop didn't go well, i can keep the accessories for myself! lol... i think i'm gonna make a blogshop after O Levels. during JC/Poly (IF i can get to JC/Poly. lol.) AND if i already have money. lol...

bye, suckazxzxzx!!! ;D

2010-04-30T04:04:00.000-07:00

SWEET POISON ♥
I'm wishing, for the one I love, to find me... today.

today was an awesome day, i must say. went to eHub (or near eHub) at Fish n Co. with Joni, SiYing, Stacy, Jessica, Sheri, Fatima and Joy. (did i miss out anyone?) and talked about lots of stuff... ok here's one...

Fatima: *talks about her being short*
Joy: if you're short then how about me?!?!
Joni: if you're short then how about me?!?!
Fatima (to Joni): dude, you're taller than me!
Joni: i know...

HAHAHA!

and Sheri hates being under the sun. and for the fact that she's pale, she looks like a vampire. so we call her "sparkly" coz vampires sparkle under the sun. lol... AND SHE'S THE ONLY ONE WHO THINKS THAT I LOOK LIKE A 17-YEAR OLD.

here's another one

Bea: *gives Sheri the little girl look*
Sheri: don't give me that (i forgot what she said) face!
Bea: i was thinking of telling you "dont give me that sparkly face" but i decided not to.

ok here's another-another one...

*Joni, Fatima and Sheri talking about me*
Bea: sorry i couldn't understand. yguys are too fast!

lol...

more, more!

lol and when we got out of school,

Joy: *shouts* so where are we going?!?!
Fatima: *shouts* i dont know! ask them!!!
Joy: *shouts* Joni where are we going?!?!
Joni: *shouts* i dont know!
Stacy: *shouts* can everyone just stop shouting?!?!

walked to the other bus stop. and then everyone except for Jessica crossed the road...

Si Ying: where's Jessica???
Joni: oh no she's stucked at the other side of the road!!!
*cars keep moving*
Si Ying: oh no! Joy save Jessica!
*Joy mimes pulling Jessica*
Stacy: Jessica! take my hand! *reaches out but she needed like 10 meters more to reach Jessica*
Fatima: you can just put Sheri on the middle of the road and she'll sparkle and all the cars will stop.

lol... not exact words, though.

Joy: *sings Low by FloRida* she SHit the floor!

lol... after that happened we started pronouncing everything we say with "SH" in the front... like "SHroad" and "shut the SHFuk up". lol...

haha... okok anyway i'm gonna study Physics and Social Studies now... and wait for my Squishy to come back home from camp. bye, sucka! [L]

2010-04-26T03:48:00.000-07:00

TEAM JACOB ♥
because real guys don't sparkle.
(inspired by Marie's tee)

Prelims are coming soon! so for me i'm not gonna update my blog from now onwards until after Prelims (i think...)

anyway this week was kinda interesting... Wednesday my Geog teacher sang for us "Colors of the Wind" and "I'm Yours" by Jason Mraz. (:

and i had a movie date with Joni, Fatima and Joy and watched Shutter Island... (:

Thursday: my 'lie low' day

Friday, Thivya went to my house, then we went to Bedok Reservoir for the run. AND I THINK I'M GONNA FAIL! D: and we had dinner with the Diong sisters, and it was a fun day with them. (:

Saturday, i got surprised by my Squishy. he said he's not gonna visit me on that day. but in the end he did came to my house. without telling me...

Sunday went for mass with Squishy, Marie and their parents... then went to KFC for lunch. i felt like i ate alot...
and when i got home we ordered pizza! O: i felt bloated again...
but the day was nice. (:

that's all. bye, sucka. (L)(L)(L)

2010-04-10T19:32:00.000-07:00

UGH. ♥
don't know why i'm surviving every lonely day...

hey, world. i feel like talking crap now. coz i feel like a shit. irritated. depressed, i guess...
the weekends were like my normal days, apart from last Friday when my brother had his birthday party. Mei's family and Marie's family came, Joy's family was supposed to come but they didn't. had my most painful day of my life, but Jag made it feel better. (:

Saturday, had accounts in school, then splurged on The Vampire Diaries movie marathon. finished until episode 17. then went online and talked to Jag. well it wasn't really talking. more like both just went online and did our own things. since he was watching some show, i did my own things instead. though a bit of talking here and there...

Sunday feels shit. supposed to go for mass in the morning but we didn't. didn't get to see Jag before he comes back to camp, which made me feel more shitty.

Insecurity
Insecurity is a feeling of general unease or nervousness that may be triggered by perceiving of oneself to be unloved, inadequate or worthless (whether in a rational or an irrational manner).

A person who is insecure lacks confidence in their own value and capability, lacks trust in themselves or others, or has fears that a present positive state is temporary and will let them down and cause them loss or distress by "going wrong" in the future.

i guess that's what i'm feeling now...

Urgh. Goodbye, sucka.

2010-04-01T02:41:00.000-07:00

TWEET. ♥

i could stay lost in this moment, forever.

people! my blog is public once again. :D and guess what, i started using my Twitter! lol. i know. only a few followers, though. i just started. (if you wanna go to my twitter page just click on the link just above my chatbox - and i know. my chatbox is so dead - or just click here. and if yguys want me to follow you on Twitter just tell me. I WOULD GLADLY FOLLOW. :)

anyway school was kinda tiring, went to practice 5 items for PE-something-test (idk what it's called) and had Bio test. and dammnit, i think imma flunk this shit. i can just feel it.

oh and anyway APRIL FOOLS DAY WAS AWESOME! :D first was during Geography/Literature class. so the Lit people went to our class and we - the Geog people - went to their class. and the Lit teacher was shocked hahahhaah.

and then during HR period everyone in class hid somewhere and turned off all the lights and locked the door (well, maybe we didn't lock it. someone just held it close) and our form teacher was like "eH?" and then when she found out everyone came out and opened the door - except for Alethia and Glady's. they were hidden under the teacher's table. and then when the teacher was just beside the table the two went out and scared our dear form teacher. lol! you should have seen the shock on her face. and the laughter on everyone's face! so cuute!!! ~

and had MLB tutorial.

and them went home, started using Facebook & Twitter. and now blogging. and i', gonna sleep after blogging then talk to Jagster when he comes back from camp and then study like shit. i must use my extra one no-class holiday to revise my schoolwork. :P

that's all. goodbye, sucka. <3

2010-03-31T03:10:00.000-07:00

I ♥ YOU.
Kiss me goodbye, I'm defying gravity.

2010-03-17T00:42:00.000-07:00

I PROMISE, ♥
no matter how far away i go i'll come back for you...

HELLOZXZX! (i learned "hellozxzx" from Fatima.)
it's the March hols and apparently i'm super booked with people.

Sunday - had a party/gathering at my house for the Pacquiao-Clottey match.

Monday - i went to LaSalle college with the CCA and the college is super duper nice. another option on where to study after 'O' Levels...

Tuesday - went with Stacy, Fatima, Joni and Joy to City Hall and went to Ritz Carlton. then went to Haji Lane and ate lunch in front of the used-to-be Notfound (not ThoBlogshop replaced it). and then met with some old friends from Haji Lane and then smsed Didi and went home by train. Fatima and Stacy went at a different train door and Joni, Joy and i went to the nearest train door (and we thought that Fatima and Stacy didn't go in the train and was left waiting in Bugis MRT) so we walked all the way to where we thought they were and when we found them, found out that Stay was calling us to ask whether we got in the train (proof? Joy's using Singtel, Joni's using Starhub, i'm using M1.)

ok lame. Bea-telling-story FAIL.

oh! brb.

*pause. talking to Jag on the phone.*

ok anyway...
Wednesday - went to school for amaths lesson, got home at 1pm, Facebook-ed, blogged, etc.

and what's gonna happen...
tomorrow (Thursday) - wake up at 6.30am and eat, bathe and do whatever is necessary, and go down by 7.30am take bus 34 to Terminal 2 and meet Anthony at the airport. and say my goodbyes and i won't see him until Friday of next week (not this coming Friday)

Friday - hardcore studying, and movie marathon with SiYing, Tara and Ashling. :D

Saturday&Sunday - hardcore study. and mass on Sunday.

that's all. bye, sucka.

2010-03-08T04:36:00.000-08:00

YOU'LL ALWAYS BE MY THUNDER. ♥
the soundtrack of my summer...

hey, guys! i'm bored. so i was looking through Youtube and my mom told me that kuya Josh (my godbrother) is on a commercial (from Philippines)! so i went to look for it on Youtube. here it is. he's the one in red hat. (:

awesome, kuya Josh! :D

that's all. bye, suckas! loves.

2010-03-06T02:51:00.000-08:00

I ♥ PARAMORE.

Brick by boring brick...

haven't been blogging for the past few weeks coz i had a hectic schedule.

anyway all i did for the past few weeks was to STUDY.
other than that, i don't remember. apart from Saturday (27Feb) when Jag came to my house to fetch me (and leave the bike there) and then we went to Bedok reservoir to walk/jog and met Marie and their parents there. ate at the place near my school and went home with Marie and Anthony.

Sunday went for mass with my family and Marie and Anthony's family and ate at Manpuku! it's a japanese resturant! :D craving for japanese food, i ordered some don-something (i forgot what the name is) and sushi. then jag came home with us and rested for a while and then he went home with the bike that he left the day before.

then Monday to Tuesday same boring story. STUDIED like there's no tomorrow.

Friday was interesting. we went to Suntec after school for some ecareers fair. and after that we watched Alice In Wonderland and it was oh-so-cute! :D Johnny Depp was AWESOME! :D

and had Accounts lesson today. and when i got home i started experimenting on Adobe Photoshop. :D

bye, sucka. <3

2010-02-21T03:00:00.000-08:00

I LOVE YOU, ♥
for this is all i know.

LOL. i just looked at the next block's window and saw something at their TV that seems to be rewinding so fast, and then i heard a loud scream from the people downstairs, and then the TV stopped...

anyway, let's start last Saturday. i went to school for Accounts lesson from 9am to 12pm. practiced on Depreciation on Fixed Assets and Disposal. lol. and after that Seha and i went to Long John's to eat lunch, and saw Jag on the way back home. he went out to get a pair of contact lens. (: anyway i reached home, slept for a few hours and woke up because my brother was screaming at me and he said that Anthony was here at home and i got up and fixed my hair and everything and i heard Jag talking and i went out of my room to the living room to see him sitting on the couch. i think he reached my house around 3.45pm. then we both watched TV and talked about stuff and my mom and dad prepared to get dressed to go to a party when Tito Billy got to my house. Tito and my dad sat on the dining table talking. i made snacks for everyone and after that i gave my laptop to Jag to keep him company coz i wanted to bathe for a while. and then Tito Billy, my mom and dad left the house to go to the party. to where the cute baby was (the baby was the one who tried to swallow my cheek) lol.

tito left his hat in my house.

and then it was already 5.30pm and Jag needed to leave soon coz he's supposed to go for mass at 6pm. but instead he stayed and he's gonna go for mass with us the next day (Sunday)...

and then we continued watching TV and turned on the movie player and watched a movie and when it was time to eat dinner we paused the movie and ate our dinner (lol) and when we finished eating our dinner we continued talking and watching the movie. lol. and then i think he stepped on my toe and my toe hurts so much coz i accidentally hit it on the dining room chair and i think the toenail is going to be dead anytime now. lol. the movie ended at around 10.15pm.

he left the house at 10.30pm...

i continued watching TV with ate Lyn and we watched MTV Hits and the Pinoy Big Brother Double Up and it finished at around 12.30am.

ok. Sunday. more detailed.

09.00am - phone alarm rings. hit the snooze button.
09.09am - phone alarm rings. hit the snooze button.
09.18am - phone alarm rings. turned the alarm off. this is because of lack of sleep. i should have slept early that night before today.

09.27am - i'm still in my room. processing my thoughts. and finally clearing them after processing. sometimes you'd think that you have lots of problems but you don't. and since you don't have any problems you'll start to think of one. if you know what i mean. that's why i cleared my thoughts after processing them.

09.34am - still in my room. i heard ate Lyn in the kitchen.

10.03am - i turned my PSP on and started listening to "If We Ever Meet Again" by Timbaland featuring Katy Perry and i played it over and over again. i got so damn addicted to that song.

10.45am - ate my breakfast. my breakfast was was Mee Goreng. and it doesn't sound breakfast to me.

10.15am - bathed.
10.40am - finished bathing. chose the clothes that i'm gonna wear.
10.46am - brushed my hair, put on my contact lens, etc.
10.52am - waited for my parents to finish preparing.
11.01am - still at home. i know. i should be getting on a bus to church now. it starts at 11.15am.
11.something - left the house. finally. but we're late.
11.32am - we were already late. anyway we took cab. looking for cab took long, though.
11.50am - reached church.
11.52am - went to the back of the church. but it was uber noisy.
12.06pm - mom couldn't take the noise. so we went down and waited for the rest.

12.something - waited for my brother and Anthony and Marie and Inah was there. at first i thought i only saw Inah. i ran to her to hug her, then just as i'm about to hug her Marie slid to her right open arms and i hugged her. haha. then hugged Inah. since i was with them i didn't keep track of time so this part might not be as detailed and accurate as what really happened.

anyway so we went to Tampines Mall and went u the third floor and went pass Mini Toons and i saw this huge teddy bear and i stared at it and Inah was like "lol Bea you're staring at the bear like you're telling it 'you're mine' haha". lol. then went Popular and bought stuff. then Inah went to the other way and Marie, Anthony and i went to buy something at Cheers and went to the interchange and they took bus 293 and i took bus 72 and i reached home at around 2-something. then my parents and i watched Mama Mia! and lol... my dad liked the musicals.

after the movie i went to my room and felt sleepy.

03.26pm - slept.
04.36pm - woke up, started Facebooking.
06.06pm - started playing with Happy Aquarium. i know. don't ask. lol. i got a purple warlus and a purple squid. lol. i feel lame now...

and now i'm still blogging. 07.55pm.

and what's gonna happen tonight...

08.30pm - i'm gonna eat dinner and bathe. and after bathing i'm gonna prepare my stuff for school. homework? done my homework since Friday. lol.
09.45pm - sleeeeeeeeep.

Saturday one wasn't really as detailed as Sunday coz i don't look at the clock when i'm with him. anyway i got to go. i have school tomorrow. bye, sucka! ♥

2010-02-19T03:13:00.000-08:00

LOVE SPELL ♥

I can't wait to see you again...

ThankGodIt'sFriday!!!!! i've been waiting for this day for days COZ I'M STILL IN A HOLIDAY MOOD! school was not-so-fun as usual except for some lessons. and Tomorrow i'm still having lessons for Accounts. and i think last Tuesday's party affected my school performance for this week - i've been feeling very sleepy for the past 3 days.

anyway lemme talk about Tuesday's party. it was ate Lyn's birthday. Jag went to the house early and helped out in buying all the stuff we needed for the party. and then Deane and family reached my house and Jag left early coz of NS ): . and then Mei, Dean and i watched Sorority Row - and Dean liked it 'coz its violent. lol. finished the movie at around 9-10-ish-ish. cleaned my room and slept at around 12am.

Wednesday - the whole day i was feeling super duper tired and my eyes were so tired and they just wanted to close and i felt like sleeping... reached home at 4pm-ish, dumped my bag on the com chair, changed into home clothes, lied down on the bed and slept. woke up at 7pm to talk to Jag on the phone and to finish my homework.

Thursday - another tiring day. i still felt sleepy (but less sleepy than Wednesday) and had English tutorial and went home and slept again and woke up at around 7pm and finished all of my homework - even those optional ones.

Friday - felt less sleepy and finished school early. reached home at around 3.30pm, showered, went to Tampines mall to buy my contacts solution and my handphone strap, just like Jag's (i thought of buying a pair last Valentine's day but i decided not to buy yet and to wait for another week coz i'm saving money) but no locket. i'm gonna buy that another day. let my POSBank card rest fromm all the expenditure first...

anyway here's three movies that i would like to watch someday. Dear John, Valentine's Day (Pinoy groupee was supposed to watch this last Monday) and Alice In Wonderland.

DEAR JOHN (the story's interesting... and Channing Tatum from G.I. JOE is inside!!!)
VALENTINE'S DAY (i watched the trailer and omg! funnay... haha.)
A.I.W. (i just think it's cute. AND JOHNNY DEPP'S IN THE MOVIE, TOO! :D)

that's all. see ya, sucka! loves!

2010-02-13T05:38:00.000-08:00

MORE THAN LIFE ♥
If we ever meet again...

"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day."

"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget,"

Read this "HATE letter". It is so funny and creative. This is a loveletter from a boy to a girl.... However, the girl's father does not like him and want them stop their relationship......and so..the boy wrote this letter to the girl..he knows that the girl's father will definitely read this letter..

1 "The great love that I have for you
2 is gone, and I find my dislike for you
3 grows every day. When I see you,
4 I do not even like your face;
5 the one thing that I want to do is to
6 look at other girls. I never wanted to
7 marry you. Our last conversation
8 was very boring and has not
9 made me look forward to seeing you again.
10 You think only of yourself.
11 If we were married, I know that I would find
12 life very difficult, and I would have no
13 pleasure in living with you. I have a heart
14 to give, but it is not something that
15 I want to give to you. No one is more
16 foolish and selfish than you, and you are not
17 able to care for me and help me.
18 I sincerely want you to understand that
19 I speak the truth. You will do me a favor
20 if you think this is the end. Do not try
21 to answer this. Your letters are full of
22 things that do not interest me. You have no
23 true love for me. Good-bye! Believe me,
24 I do not care for you. Please do not think that
25 I am still your boyfriend."

So bad!! However, before handing over the letter to the girl, the boy told the girl to "READ BETWEEN THE LINES", meaning-only to read 1.3.5.7.9.11.13.15.17.19.21.23.25. (Odd Numbers) So..Please try reading it again! It's so smart & sweet.... :)

anyway HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY, PEOPLE! ok maybe belated. but in my Facebook it was an advanced greeting.

SATURDAY...
went to T1 to buy Jag's present (hell yeah the mall was open, but only for a few stores) and I CAN'T FIND ANYTHING FOR JAG FOR V-DAY. but in the end i saw this locket (no chain, just the pendant) and at the same time i saw this phone strap at the same store (Couple lab) and i thought of combining the two. so i asked the woman to put them together. it was uber last minute, so i didn't have the time to engrave our names on the locket cover. but i hope Jag liked it...

went home and printed small pictures of me and Jag and put them inside the locket...

went to Deane's place at 3.30-ish. Jag came too. he gave me a box of hearts (99 hearts to be exact) and inside each heart is one thing that he loves about me. or us. and no repetition (i've already read all) ...

tita Hera went to the party, too. and the baby (who actually tried to swallow my whole cheek the last time we saw them) was there. so cute! but heavy.

Jannine, Dean, Jag and i went to 7-eleven to buy something, then on the way back to the bbq pit Marie, Mei, Joy, Cheska, inah, Gericho and Grace went to 7-eleven. and when they came back we went for swimming. went up Dean's house, played Empire-something with my sunshines and went home at around 1-ish.

that's all. bye, sucka.

2010-02-12T00:07:00.000-08:00

I LOVE YOU MORE THAN LIFE. ♥
-Henry DeTamble, the Time Traveler's Wife.

i finished reading the Time Traveler's Wife (and i can finally give the book back to Marie. i think she misses it already) ... last Saturday Jag went to my house early, helped me with the groceries that my mom wanted to get (twice) and had a small gathering at my house. Marie and Mei Mei and Dean and the parents were here at home until 1am-ish the next day...

the next day (Sunday), i went to church with my family, saw Marie & family in the church and then they went to Tampines mall and my family and i went home. i did nothing (literally) on that day until around 4-ish to go to a party my mom and i were invited in. then went to Tampines mall and Jag went there too but we didn't see each other coz he was rushing to ride the MRT coz he had to go back to camp already and i was with my mom in NTUC buying things for the house. had 2 small tubs of chocolate Hagen Dazs (and God it was heavenly, uber nice)

finished reading the Time Traveler's Wife last Thursday (i think) and it's so sad coz........ NO i won't spoil to you the book. read it yourself.

Friday had the CNY celebration until 12.30-ish, and Accounts lesson after. finished lesson around 4-ish, went home, played with my PSP, waited for Jag to go reach home and go online... ok he's online. bye!

P.S. at some point of time i started to like Korean songs. lol! i can't post the videos here, coz it's super huge for the video to fit in my blog. (:

2010-01-29T21:23:00.000-08:00

NIRVANA
Smells like teen spirit...

I WAS BORED. so i experimented on some pictures from Marie's house. and here it is:

2010-01-26T02:14:00.000-08:00

THE CANDY SUPERHERO.
now this is what i call good photography.

someone's trying to play Bella's Lullaby somewhere in my neighborhood. and i can hear it. it sounds so soothing... takes away all my problems...

anyway let's go back to the reason why i'm blogging now..

went to Deane's house last Saturday (idk why) and my brothers and Deane went for swimming. Anthony and his mom came. sad that Marie couldn't come coz she was sick. ): get well soon, Marie...

anyway ate spaghetti and chicken and watched abit of Vampire Diaries (yes, Vampire Diaries is back in action! :D)

then Jag felt cold. and that's when he started to have fever. ):

went up with Jag, ate lyn and Mei Moi and took care of Jag (get well soon, dear), watched Pinoy Big Brother until 11pm-ish. then went home... slept at 12plus-plus.

Sunday went to Vhive, Courts and IKEA AND I FINALLY HAVE A PROPER TABLE TO STUDY ON. reached home around 5-ish, had pizza for dinner. dad got my study table fixed. and next week my two wall shelves. :D

i got my room PIMPED. (:

Jag had a day leave so he won't be goig back to camp...

Monday - all i had to do is STUDY. student + DYING. and talked to Jag for about an hour on the phone...

Tuesday was tiring. had to run a few rounds like last week. Jag got another day leave from camp.
created Onsugar account (i SERIOUSLY don't know why i created another blog) and Twitter account (i have no one - literally NO ONE - to twit with...)
and now i'm mugging. MUGGING, i tell ya...

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY, FATIMA! :DDD

that's all. goodbye, sucka.

2010-01-20T03:13:00.000-08:00

PHILIPPINES
i miss the beach...

hey y'all i'm back again. kinda bored now (and i'm supposed to start studying until 9-ish)...

anyway i've been super restless these days (been trying to sleep early)... and i can't wait for Friday. again. and i'm back to "i don't have anything to blog about" again...

anyway there was just a passing thought. something reminds me of Philippines... i miss Philippines. i miss the beaches, the fireworks, i miss sitting in the car for more than 3 hours just to get to my province, i miss the white sand, the jacuzzi in the hotel where my tita's working, i miss my cousins, i miss my cat... oh, i forgot... she's dead. but i still miss her.

but what i miss the most is the beach and my cousins. i could still remember a few years ago (i forgot whch year) we went to Batangas to go for diving (omg one of my best experience before). i wish i had an underwater camera that time. the water was uber clear and you can see all the corals from above... i can't wait for December this year... can't wait to go to my province. I CHOPE THE BACK SEAT OF THE CAR. WITH TISSUE.

anyway i'm out of ideas again. i've got nothing to blog about. goodbye.

2010-01-17T03:53:00.000-08:00

FML
www.fmylife.com

went to church and IKEA with Anthony and my family. had fun... then went home. (:
i dont have much to blog now. rushing coz i have to call my dear soon, so i'll just write some fmylife posts. :p

Today, I was fined because my son pushed the alarm button in the elevator. Why? There was a spider in there. FML

Today, my 4 year old daughter was looking at a magazine cover with a well endowed model showing off her clevage. She looked at me and said, "Mommy, when I grow up will I have big round boobies like her or tiny pointy ones like you?" FML

Today, my stepdad did a crap in the shape of the number 2, took a picture of it and showed it to all my friends at my party, while we were eating. FML

Today, it is New Year's Day. While all of my friends are out partying, I stayed home and mastered level 34 on FarmVille. FML

Today, my sister-in-law asked why I wasn't out partying with my friends to celebrate the new year. My mom then asked "What friends?". Ah, the new year begins. FML

Today, I was with my boyfriend of two months, hoping this would be our night of the first kiss. I was so excited when the ball started to drop. When it hit "0", I turned to him, hoping for a kiss, and saw him making out with some random girl. He didn't even turn around. FML

Today, I discovered that the dust bunny I've been stepping over for the last month is actually a dead rat. FML

Today, I had a blind date. When I arrived at our meeting place, I spotted my date, because he was the only one in the bar wearing a nametag. I walked up to him and asked, "Are you John?" He responded, "That depends. Are you Jen?" When I said yes he said, "Then no," and left. FML

Today, I finally discovered the reason my front room smelt funny. My dog, thinking the Christmas tree was real, has been peeing on it for the past two weeks. FML

Today, I got out of bed and immediately went to the window as it was supposed to snow today. I saw a man walking his dog and he waved at me. I waved back enthusiastically and realised I was naked. FML

Today, after I got in my car in the Walmart parking lot, a creepy man knocked on my window. Since I'm incredibly paranoid and scare easily, I put my car in gear and tore out of there, accidentally hitting another car. Apparently he was returning my phone that I dropped. FML

Today, I logged onto Facebook and saw that I had a message from my ex boyfriend. It's only been two weeks since we broke up and I assumed he sent me a message begging for me to take him back. He wanted to apologize for sleeping with my sister last night. FML

Today, I went to egg my ex-boyfriend's house, after finding out he cheated on me. I covered his house and car with eggs, toilet paper, and silly string. When I went to get back in my car, my keys were locked inside, the alarm went off, and my ex walked outside, with his new girlfriend. FML

Cheerio. ~

2010-01-15T00:22:00.000-08:00

STUDYING.

STUDENT + DYING.

i just got home from school. it's Friday today. TGIF (Thank God It's Friday) but there are lots of homework to do. PLUS i have extra lessons for Accounts tomorrow. that one i can tahan. lol. but the homework? there's just too much homework to do.

anyway i got home late today coz i helped Cheryl to decorate the class (and our theme is "Movie Films") ... to five-two 2010 people you'll know what i'm talking about on Monday when you get to see our class. *winks*

&& i just realized that i have the song Starstrukk (3OH3 feat. Katy Perry) all over. my media player, my blog background music and youtube (i had it loaded a few minutes ago. now's like 6.11pm)... i just got caught up with the tune... lol.

for some time i've been reflecting about things nowadays. and it makes me sad going back to those days where my friends were so united, or when i remember the memories i made with my friends in Philippines (ex-classmates), or when i remember my friends from Philippines. and sometimes my cousins' face will just appear in my mind, recalling those times where we used to go shopping... or maybe sometimes when we attempt to lose other people's temper. lol.

and all of the time i kept thinking of my dear, coz now we don't spend so much time with each other, coz he's busy with NS and i'm busy with my O-levels. and i'll just keep thinking that these two things are just something that will make us stronger.

...and now i'm thinking that my blog's a good idea to practice my English skills. lol.

and according to my previous post, "I don't think this week's gonna be a good one...", and "i just feel depressed and damn shitty now."... and i was right. i still feel shitty now. kind of irritated by the house rules...

i'm not even allowed to do anything that i want to do which i know that it won't harm me... and what's wrong with just piercing my right ear?!?!

the fuck is wrong with that.

Bitch.

...one day i'll have what i want.

i'm stopping here. bye.

2010-01-10T04:03:00.000-08:00

SHIT-WRECKED.

I don't think this week's gonna be a good one...

missing someone right now...

i think luck just doesn't like me anymore. these few days aren't my happiest days. i just feel depressed and damn shitty now. and i usually hurt myself when i feel depressed but i promised someone that i won't hurt myself just because i'm depressed. and i always come across a point of time that i forget what i'm supposed to blog about...

you know when you feel like you don't have a purpose in life anymore and you just want to vanish... or disappear like how a bubble does or something... or just let yourself rot on one corner until you disappear. slowly...

anyway good luck to those who are getting their results tomorrow... may we all pass with flying colors. (:

...but that's not what's in my mind now. it's something else. and i think it's gonna haunt me for the rest of the days of this week. agh this is what i don't like to happen - especially the first day of the week - that the first day will feel shitty and depressed and you can predict that the rest of the days will become more shitty day by day...

i feel like locking myself in my room and just not think about anything. i just want to lie down my bed and clear my thoughts. my thoughts are just as messed up as shit. maybe i'm thinking too much. maybe it's better to forget what happened on that day and get on with my freaking useless life.

the only ones who's keeping me alive is my family and friends, and especially my dear...

anyway we move on to the good stuff. went to Cheska's house for a gathering and (lol) ate Erika's like chasing people to......... ah nvm. top secret. lol. and we all went up to their house. my girls and i watched two movies in Cheskie's room but the others were chatting in the other room. went home at 2am the next day. Anthony and i went to church in the morning (i was late) and saw Mei and family outside church (Deane wasn't with them. good luck for the tournament anyway). ate lunch with them and met up with Marie... after eating Marie and Mei went to Starbucks and then Jag and i bought and collected stuff from different places. then went home.

at home my dad and i talked for a bit (a bit?) and then shifted the desktop from my room to the living room. i'm getting a new table for my laptop. there are advantages in having my desktop moved to the living room. coz firstly, my brothers won't crowd in my room anymore coz they always use the com to watch some anime show (for the whole day) and they'll usually end up late like 12in the morning the next day. and i couldn't even sleep because of that.

and upon feeling depressed i really appreciate that even my brothers are always irritating and childish, they can still make me happy...

Brother: *prints something in my laptop that he didn't intend printing* eh i printed wrong thing.
Me: *looks at the three sheets of paper that was wasted (coz he only used one side of the paper)* try to recycle the papers.
Brother: okay. *takes one paper from the wasted ones and tried to fold it into a paper airplane*

lol... i really appreciate that they could still make me laugh eventhough i find them irritating.

anyway i'm stopping here. bye.

2010-01-07T02:47:00.000-08:00

CANDYLAND. ♥
Sweet Kisses...

I MISS M&S. anyway i'm getting the hang of school again. i miss Tara and Ashling...

anyway Friday's school was fun... had loads of laughter with 5/2. lol.
okok here's one...

Bea & Joy: this year we can go clubbing already. (coz we're 18 years old this year)
Joni: ASSHOLES. *points to Joy* ASS! *points to Bea* HOLE!

LOL! hahaha.......

and we went to Singapore poly (some went to Ngee Ann poly)... nothing much to say...

2009-12-31T09:02:00.000-08:00

2010 ♥
Happy New Year, people.

LOL! <----- that was Anthony.

hello, people! it's 2010 already! live it up and PARTY HARD. 2009 went by so fast...

what i missed about 2009 is the moments when i hung out with Tara and Ashling (oh btw I'M GONNA MISS YOU GUYS BIG TIME.), Mr. Pritchard (our form teacher before Mdm Aznah), my 4.4 2009 classmates, coz we all might get separated because of sec 5... those who didn't made it to sec 5, etc.

what i like about 2010 is the days that will come (school days), my 18th birthday, holiday at Philippines, the plan to perm my hair, the thought that i'm gonna finish my secondary life (though i'm gonna miss my friends from school), school allowance, another year with my babe, etc.

anyway i just had MY LAST DAY AT M&S TODAY. effing sad uhh... coz i already made new friends (good and fun friends)... i'm gonna visit them anyway. someday. maybe the weekends. i'm still gonna see them someday anyway..

"buy one redcurrant puff ask for 3 wrappers"
by Fana.

2009-12-25T06:57:00.001-08:00

now i'm in the bus surfing through the internet and it's making me dizzy. lol...

2009-12-24T17:13:00.000-08:00

IT'S CHRISTMAS ♥
Merry Christmas, everyone.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! :DDD

yesterday (Xmas eve) worked at M&S from 11.30am till 8pm. it was quite tiring, coz of all the last-minute Christmas shopping...

took the bus home (i was planning to take cab at first) -met up with Jag first to get some last minute shopping and got home. got my new laptop. i wanted pink but my dad can't find any so he bought white. and my brothers' PS3.

slept at 2.30pm... or later.

i still have work later (it's Christmas day and i'm still working)

Cheerio.

2009-12-16T18:47:00.000-08:00

FULL BLOW SHOPPING ♥
(:

back to work after the party... but then Tuesday (my day off) was kinda fun, too. went to Ion, 313 (the new mall in Somerset), Centrepoint and Takashimaya with Ashling. that's just the summary.

firstly we went to Sins where Siti's working. helped Ashling choose the chocolates she needed to buy... then we went to this bookshop and bought some stationery. headed straight to Sony to look around, went to Sephora (make up shop) and shopped around. i got a glass nail file, shower scrub and body butter. and then to Taka. walked to Centrepoint to eat at Astons and spent most of the time at Forever21.

Forever21 in 313 was like the biggest Forever21 store i've ever seen. there were four levels, yknow...

AND THERE WAS A SALE, I GUESS... some items could go from 7 bucks onwards. i bought two tights (one opaque and one fish net), one skirt, one purple tank top and one red scarf. lol. i love this shop (i still love Topshop). i wanted to buy another tank top and a black dress but that's not in my budget anymore... maybe next time. when i go second round with Marie. :DDD

after that we went to Diva. i bought a set of gold and black bangles. maybe i could wear the purple tank top with my black skirt and the black heels that i got from my birthday, and my bangles from Diva and my vintage necklace. had professional advice from my mom. lol... (she's a shopaholic, too.)

anyway i'm back to work again... and OH SHIT. results are gonna be out soon. i think im prepared to fail now. goodbye.

2009-12-14T06:49:00.000-08:00

SHIT-WRECKED ♥
bang, bang.

just came home from work. feel so damn tired coz i went from afternoon shift (afternoon till late at night) to morning shift (morning till afternoon)... had a party at Dean's place... went to swim (i did a few laps, then i went to the jacuzzi area and had a massage) and played with Dean's new PSP game. lol.

anyway i've been thinking of having my hair curled WAIT DON'T REACT YET not like the picture above. ok maybe something like that but not all over. just end curls. big curls. ill just wait for my hair to grow longer then i'll perm it.

i've been reading FML lately and TRUST ME. makes your life better. lol.

Today, I was hit on by a guy who decided to use the line, "My love for you is like diarrhea, I just can't hold it in." FML

Today, I went to the doctor's to get a pulled arm muscle checked, I told him I had been bowling and it had just started to hurt badly. He said it was normal for a man of my age (35) to pull a muscle when lifting a ball of 12-15 pounds. I then told him it was on my son's Wii. FML

Today, I went to the grocery store where this really hot guy works. I swiped my card but the machine wouldn't read it so I swiped it quickly ten times before getting frustrated and saying "your stupid machine doesn't work!" He took the card and turned it around. His face said it all. FML

Today, I went to Victoria's Secret to get sized. I put the card that says my size in my pocket, then went to the movies with my boyfriend. When the person at the counter asked me to hand them my ticket, I reached into my pocket and handed it to them. It wasn't the ticket. It was my bra size. FML

Today, I asked my kids how much they loved me. My seven year old responded, 'I'll love you forever mummy.' My sixteen year old responded, 'Can you wind down the window, I just farted.' FML

Good night.

2009-12-08T03:17:00.000-08:00

I MISS YOU ♥
speechless.

seriously have no mood to blog now.
miss you. take care.
xxx

2009-12-05T07:08:00.000-08:00

GOOD TIMES ♥
I miss those times...

i havent been blogging for a long time, so i'm gonna blog a super duper long post.

from 19November. Thursday, same one. worked at M&S. same as Friday and Saturday.
Sunday went to church with Anthony and his dad. felt a little bit tired and i felt like i can't carry my whole body properly. Monday was about to go for work already but when i asked my mom whether my eyeshadow looked okay, she rubbed abit from my eyes and felt my cheeks warm. so i didn't go for work until Tuesday which was the day that Anthony went to my house.

Wednesday, back to work again. blahblahblah and today was a morning shift. no wonder i felt tired and sleepy coz i had the afternoon shift yesterday (got home at 11.30-ish) and went for work at 11am this morning.

and everytime i come home, my brothers will be messing up my room.

anyway i feel bored. i've been reading FML since last week when i'm bored. intro-ed by Marie & Anthony. lol. believe me. reading it is worth it. :p

2009-11-18T08:46:00.000-08:00

CHRISTMAS HOLIDAYS ♥
if i have one wish come true, i'd spend the perfect Christmas with you...

Christmas is drawing near.

anyway i just had my first day of work at M&S last Monday. then off at Tuesdays. then continue working on Wednesdays... was moved to Men's Department, then food, then beauty, then lingerie and Ladies' department. lol...

Monday was my first day. had the whole day at M&S. i actually enjoyed my duty there, yknow...
then Tuesday was my off day (lol. so fast off day already). Anthony came to pass something to my mom from his mom and all that... chatted until like 12-ish then he left.
Wednesday? one of my funniest days of my life. i was transferred from one department to another. lol. finished work at 9.45pm... and there was a gathering at Marie's place but my parents asked (well, they didn't ask. it was more of a forced one) me to go home insteasd. aww... didn't get to see Marie for the last time before their flight.
stayed until 1.30am the next day (Thursday) talking to Anthony.

lol. i'm having that Christmas spirit now...

The greatest gift that there could be
Wrapped underneath my Christmas tree
Would be the same my whole life through
I'd spend the perfect Christmas with you
Though the winter seems so long
My faith in love has kept me strong
So if I had a wish come true
I'd spend the perfect Christmas with you

2009-11-15T05:21:00.000-08:00

SUMMER ♥
live life && party hard.

two days of sleepover.

Saturday to Sunday sleepover with Marie, Anthony and Dean. lol we so called adopted the three of them for two days. Marie and Anthony came first. then three of us went for 6.30pm mass (Saturday). went around TM to look for stuff. then met up with Dean at Isetan.

what i find funny about our mini-window-shopping at TM while waiting for Dean was the where-are-we-going questions and the my-room-lah answers. and as well as the where-is-my-room questions. coz there's this store called 'My Room' at Tampines Mall (second floor). lol. just imagine someone asking you "where are we going?" and then you'll answer "my room lah", or someone asking "where is my room?". lol.

then we went home, played with PSPs and watch Nina Dobrev films. i find it weird looking at Nina singing and dancing in a musical. lol.

then slept at 3am. Marie and i stayed in my room while the boys were at the boys' room.

then woke up (disturbed by Anthony. lol) and ate breakfast.

then all of us (including my parents and ate Lyn) watched this boxing match. well i didn't really watch the match 'coz i can't relate to it! so i just repainted my toenails to Crimson Red...

then my mom, Marie, ate Lyn and i went to Bugis Street to buy stuff. oh and we ate Old Chang Kee food. hehe. Anthony, Dean and my brothers played basketball downstairs 'till i don't know how long.

then went home (Dean left early), ate pizza for lunch, stayed for a while at the room, make fun of myself (wth lol) and then Marie and Anthony left.

tomorrow i'm gonna have my listening comprehension (and my first day at work). sigh, good luck to you, Bear.

&& i wanna give a special mention to Ashling and Tara...

HAPPY SWEET SWEET SIXTEEN, ASHLING & TARA!
live life && party hard! exams are finally over! only one paper (one 30-minute paper) to go! :D

Cheerio~~~

2009-11-10T21:28:00.000-08:00

THE VAMPIRE DIARIES ♥
"I say snatch, eat, erase!" - Damon Salvatore

ok, then after painting my ninang's fingernails, i just slacked at home, and to find out that Dean's family's going at my place to send my ninang off. not knowing that Marie's family's going here, too. lol. i know, it was a surprise.

then went to church the next day (Sunday) wearing a pink tee, black skinnies and pink sneakers (or whatever you call them). i didn't feel comfy wearing those coz sneakers? i don't wear sneakers. i would prefer high heels (killer heels)... but mom said i look nice on those, so maybe i'd wear them more often. :p

then the next two days (Monday and Tuesday) were my M&S training. WHOLE DAY.

and, AHH! VAMPIRE DIARIES! it's like the coolest vampire series i've ever seen! hopefully i can finish watching episode 8 so i can continue with my Smallville episodes! :DDD

Damon and Stefan Salvatore.

I dont know who, Elena, Caroline (i think that's her name) and Vicki.

Stefan Salvatore and Elena Gilbert (aren't they adorable?)

Nina and Ian with their real Twitter account. lol.

Vampire Diaries Cast.

Stefan Salvatore
hey, i dedicate these photos to Marie! Marie! you see this?!?! lol. we both know Stefan's hot. but you don't wanna share Stefan so i'll stick to Damon! ;D

Damon Salvatore. Best thing? the smile. (:

Salvatore brothers

Elena Gilbert. now i dedicate this photo to Anthony. lol

for those who want the VD photos i've collected, go here.
especially you, Marie.

Guest password? "I am not short, just _______"
no space. (:

2009-11-06T23:42:00.000-08:00

THE MORON TEST. ♥
funny shit, funny shit.

shot with my dear Nikon Coolpix 8700 (with Close Up mode). too bad it's jammed. again. after it was sent for repair (aww. sucks much.)

photography's one of my passions (apart from dressing up). that's me, babe.

look out for me at Parkway Parade Marks & Spencer! *winks*

anyway my family and i went to Marie's house to have fun. Mei and Deane were there, too. :p
played The Moron Test with Marie and Mei. lol. i felt like a real moron (as well as Marie).
aww. now i want that application for my itouch.
then we watched a movie until it was time to go home (aww).
good luck to dear Anthony John for A Levels! :D

today i went to Tampines mall (to help my mommy carry stuff. lol.) and i went to Starbucks with my dad while waiting for my mom and my ninang (who will be leaving today at 8pm. sobs.)

i promised my ninang to paint her nails with french tips, so bye! :DDD

P.S.S.
thanks to tita vivian for the Chomel necklace! :D
and thanks to my ninang for the hair dryer. :p
and to my mom for that sun dress.
and to my dad for the tank top. (:

2009-11-04T05:12:00.000-08:00

VAMPIRE DIARIES ♥
Stefan is oh-so-HOT.

aww, i wanna watch Vampire Diaries again.

:D

anyway Monday and Tuesday were fun times with Samantha and Ashling. job hunting. :p
i'm gonna update about it soon. right now watching Smallville! JUST FINISHED WATCHING SEASON ONE! :D

CHAO. :P

2009-11-01T05:06:00.000-08:00

NINE LIVES. ♥

I'm not dead.

yesterday's barbecue party was at full blast. i had so much fun. haha...

firstly we ate food, lol and Ashling said it was "socially segregated" LOL!
Ashling, that hut was especially reserved for you guys. okay?!?! lol...
and then we played this game from (500) Days Of Summer (a movie, for those who don't know that) where you shout this word louder than the previous person. so instead of saying "_____" they said "Bea" and LOL! YOU SHOULD HAVE SEEN JONI'S FACE WHEN SHE SHOUTED MY NAME!!! constipated kind of look! HAHA. peace.

then we played Truth Or Dare. i can only remember one dare. which is Joy's dare. she had to say something to my dear pinoy friends. lol. i never felt so embarassed in my whole life.

Si Ying, Thivya, Tara, Joni, Joy and Me. <3
BUT, aww. no Ashling... ):

and then we continued taking pictures until they have to go home. then i went up to Deane's house to join the others and watch pbb. lol.

Mei, Jannine, Marie and me. <3>
then went home...

thanks to Tara and Ashling for the cute dog! i'll name it Cooper Alejandro. the name was from these two kids from the Levis exhibition at Takashimaya, Orchard. :p
thanks to Joni for the Cookies! those were delicious. :DDD
thanks to Thivya for the jewellery box! like. wow. :D
thanks to Jannine for the necklace! with my B-initial on it! (:
thanks to tita Menchie for the notebook and wallet! love them. especially the wallet. ;)
thanks to tita Aida, tita Glo and Tito Joel for the ka-ching. (:
and thanks to Glaiza and Gladice for the cute birthday card. *emphasizes on the CUTE* lol. (:
did i miss out anyone? *gives the blur face*

next day (which is today) was tiring. went to 11am mass and then went to Orchard with my mommy and ninang after the mass. here's the good part: i went to Orchard wearing killer heels. awesome.

at one point of time i was irritated. suddenly some strangers (i think foreigners) started asking me questions. talking to strangers is bad, but they looked kinda lost or something. so i helped them find the way. then they started talking to me about the tiger-killing-someone-at-singapore-zoo scandal. i just nodded, trying not to talk to them (coz talking to strangers is bad) but it kinda made me feel better. lol.

This is the random part. i got really moody at Orchard. and when i was crossing the road, i felt the adrenaline of just walking towards that fast car. double awesome. BUT i felt stupid. i felt like i had no purpose in life. i felt like one of those stupid girls. it's bad, but yeah. whatever.

i'm glad i'm still whole (and alive) and not broken into pieces.

and then we went to this bbq party at Pasir Ris. then went home. effing tired.

good night.

i wish i had more time. i'm sorry.

2009-10-28T23:59:00.000-07:00

LOVE + DRUNK = ♥

Two is better than one.

Thanks to everyone who greeted me a happy birthday, okay?! i'll edit this post when i have the time. this week's been hectic. Tuesday and Wednesday was my O level Emaths exams and Wednesday was my small birthday celebration. :D

and Thurdsay (and Friday which is today) i had one of those times of my life where i felt like i'm im heaven.

Thanks to Ashling, Tara, Si Ying, Susie, Stacy, Glady's, Sze Ching, Joni, Jia Hui, Thivya, Joy, Nurin, Rachel and all those people from my school who wished me a happy birthday (just tell me if i missed your name.)

and to Mei, Anthony, Marie, Joy, Cheska, Gericho, Carl, Jannine and an unknown someone who smsed/posted something on my Facebook wall with a hapy birthday. seriously, just tell me if i missed your names.

thanks to Afi, Idayu, Petrina, Herman, Sascha and Carissa for the greetings, too. long time no see, you guys. (:

and to Jaja, Vernice, Erika, Marvin, Paolo and the rest of my ex-classmates in Philippines. and to my cousins back in Philippines. ate Micah, kuya Josh, ate Jessica, kuya Froilan, kuya Albrecht, ate Joyce, ate Dindin and Nicole and the others. :D

Thanks to my mom and dad for the tank top, and the sun dress for tomorrow's party.
and to my ninang who bought me a pair of skinny jeans and a sun dress. ANOTHER sun dress. :D
and thanks to tito blas for the ka-ching.
to ate Micah and to tita joy who gave me a few sets of clothes (and the vest that i really really like. i'm gonna wear it soon)
thanks to dear Anthony and Mariemarie for the heels. i really love them. (:

2009-10-25T03:09:00.000-07:00

PEACE ♥
At least i have this.

two more days before "O" level Emaths. sigh. good luck to the o-level people. you'll be in my prayers. (:

anyway went for mass this morning, ate lunch with my family and Marie and family. (:
lol.

wore white tank top, black skinny jeans and a pair of Charles & Keith ankle strap "killer shoes" (i mean. high heels. ha ha). i call them "killer shoes" coz they're awesome and nice. killer shoes. coz it made me go WOW when i saw it. that's why i call it "killer shoes" :p
&& i'm gonna save up to buy another pair of skinnies. probably stone/acid wash skinny jeans (i'm referring to the color.)
and prolly a few tank tops. and scarfs. (:
and a pair of high heels. KILLER. killer high heels. (:
agh. daydreaming much. i'm gonna get my mom to buy me those. :D
speaking of my-mom-buying-me-clothes-and-shoes, i'm gonna have a shopping spree with my mom tomorrow after i study (and after her morning shift). yay!

ninang's coming over on Tuesday (awesome. now i have a good - and i mean GOOD - reason why i should follow her to the malls in town.)

anyway i gotta go. full blow study. again.
sheesh! curse these exams.
Cheerio~~~

POST UPDATED 21 OCTBER 2009

2009-10-20T01:13:00.000-07:00

(500) Days Of Summer ♥

Unexpected much?

just now i watched (500) Days Of Summer with Tara, Ashling, Si Ying and Joni. and the movie was funny and... funny! haha! abit sad though... the girl didn't love the guy back... and the girl didn't want andything serious going on between them...

in the end they didn't end up together... agh, irritating.

oh! oh! and look for the "Red Lorry Yellow Lorry" around those scenes at the CD store! lol...

and the intro was funny, too... (:

HA HA, Anthony. i got to see YOUR ZOOEY in the cinemas!!! and you didn't! *sticks out toungue*
but hey, i gotta admit that YOUR Zooey Deschanel is pretty. (:

anyway, 8 MORE DAYS, BABY! lol... and I'M GONNA HAVE A WINDOW SHOPPING WITH MY MOMMY ON THE FIRST WEEK OF NOVEMBER!!! WHEE~~~

okay, i'm gonna list out the things i'm gonna ask from my mom...
lemme see... a pair of high heels, a new pair of skinny jeans, new tank tops, red scarf, etc... talking about fashion here. i'm going out with my momma. (:
Paragon/Tanglin Mall, here i come! lol.

*post edited* look at the dog! watch 'till the end! funny. :DDD

2009-10-18T20:27:00.000-07:00

CLOUD NINE. ♥
Nine more days, baby.

last Saturday went out with friends at Suntec... we went around Suntec and Marina Square. :p

Jannine and i saw this cute high heels at Topshop (Marina Square)... it would be perfect to buy if:
firstly, if it's not like 170++ bucks.
secondly, if it's not THAT high. the heels were high enough, and its platform (idk what to call that) makes it higher.
thirdly, if it's not metallic fucshia-ish in color. i would accept pink/hot pink... and even fucshia. but metallic? depends. i don't think fucshia goes with metallic effect.
but we saw another pair before that, same as the fucshia-ish high heels, but it's black. but nahh...

oh, and we went to that gay shop again (according to Anthony, it's a gay shop.)

and on that day, played a PS2 game (Need For Speed). Anthony lost to a girl. and a kid. lol.

i'm currently facebooking and blogging. just finished revising for emaths. and now i feel bored & sleepy. but so what? this is a very special day for me. (:

Anyway, lemme check... *counts the number of days*

9 MORE DAYS.

too bad if you don't know. it's for me to know and for you to find out.

2009-10-15T20:14:00.000-07:00

PARTY PEOPLE. ♥

Let's get the party started.

just got back from school, and guess what... THE SMORES PARTY WAS AWESOME! i didn't expect it to be that awesome coz the first few hours were like shit. but even though the whole class didn't go, we had a blast. people just missed one of the most memorable parties of the year. THE PARTY WAS AWESOME, OKAY?!?! YOU CAN'T CHANGE MY MIND NOW. FULLSTOP.

anyway went to Marie's house to watch Vampire Diaries and it was oh-so-awesome. (:
went home with parents at 1am...

Temporary Highs:
Meet Me Halfway - Black Eyed Peas
Silly Boy - Unknown Artist

2009-10-11T05:51:00.000-07:00

FULL BLOW. ♥

Ready, set, study!

went for mass this morning with Marie n family, then met up with Mei n family and my family after the mass. ate at KFC and Anthony was taking alot of Bearish pictures.

Geez. Thanks, dude.

what i like about the photo is that #1, it's a photo of me (heheh) and #2, there's my name behind (on the wall). anyway there's more photos but they're all candid shots of me. lol.

i went home and rested for a while before studying...

anyway i'm now studying with my brothers in the dining area. now having a break from studying...
i can't stay for a long time, so i'll let pictures do the talking. (:

please don't ask about these photos where my brother's covering his eyes with tissue paper while studying. HE'S JUST NUTS AND WEIRD.

2009-10-09T21:29:00.000-07:00

FULL BLAST. ♥
What's happening?

agh. i just feel shitty now...

2009-09-30T04:14:00.000-07:00

CLOUD NINE, BABY. ♥
[u] belong with [me].

had MLB Orals last Monday and SHIT. it was so damn hard. and Monday's my N-levels (double shit).

&& yesterday (Tuesday) we had captain's ball. WHOLE CLASS. half the class versus the other half the class. two netball balls. awesomeness. one of the best days ever.

anyway today was a fun day, although we didn't get the free-curriculum mornings... went to school early for Geography lessons. didn't go for the school assembly n after school my Geog teacher ordered pizza during tutorials (how sweet).
lol.

and i won tic-tac-toe games against Ashling. lol. got bored during the Geog class and decided to play tic-tac-toe against Ash. and Ash against Thivya.

lol and we were kind of "making fun" of Zoey. "Do you want to be Zoey's wife? Do you want to be Zoey's wife?" HAHA
admit it, that was funny crap. lol.

2009-09-25T05:22:00.000-07:00

LOVING IT. ♥

it just keeps getting better.

anyway here's a grad pic i had during the ceremony ... i'm trying to get everyone to tag EVERY picture (hehe) in Facebook.

before.

lol. candid.

candid shot. again.

Joy n me. sad that i already gave back my gad gown (the blue one). xoxo,

ASHLING, YOU LOOK LIKE A HOLLYWOOD STAR, OKAY?!?! I'M NOT KIDDING. SO DON'T SAY THAT YOU LOOK WIERD IN THAT DRESS. lol and my mom said that you look like a doll. :P

P.S. how did your mom knew who my mom was?

2009-09-22T04:50:00.001-07:00

LIFELESS. ♥
I'd rather choose death over life.

the past can hurt. but you can either run from it or learn from it.

now i don't know what to do. first my friends, now the only one who makes me smile is gone. i feel so lifeless these days... i don't have anyone to talk things out - literally. and talking to a lifeless dog like Jeffrey wouldn't even solve my problems... even Jeffrey's ignoring me, and ignorance is killing me from the inside. i can't take this any longer. this is killing me...

i've never - ever - been so miserable in my entire life. i just want everything back to the way it was. i know that i was confused that time, but i wouldn't even accept it at the first place if i don't feel the same way like you do. i've made my decision, and you know it. i felt that the whole world was against me, and i thought that you were against me, too.

so this is my life. and i want you to know that i'm both happy and sad and i'm still trying to figure out how could that be.

after all, life's too short to be anything but happy. life doesn't hurt until you think about, how much things have changed, who you've lost along the way, and how much of it was your fault.

Happy Birthday, okay?
please just talk to me now...
this is killing me. literally.

she doesn't care if you call and wake her up in the middle of the night just to talk.
she hates to argue but is good at it.
scary movies make her paranoid.
she envies every cute couple.
she doesn't judge.
she loves to draw little hearts on her notes.
all she wants is to be happy.
and lately all she can think about is you.
you mean more to her than you know.
she has so much faith, so don't ever let go...

2009-09-20T23:08:00.000-07:00

LOST IN A FAIRYTALE. ♥
Please someone kill me now.

life is too short.
grudges are a waste of perfect happiness.
laugh when you can.
apologise when you should.
and let go of what you can't change.
love deeply and forgive quickly.
take chances. give everything and have no regrets.
life is too short to be unhappy.
you have to take the good and the bad.
smile when you're sad.
love what you got always
remember what you had.
always forgive and learn from your mistakes.
people change and things go wrong
but always remember, life goes on...

live the life you want to live.
be the person you want to remember.
make decisions, make mistakes.
if you fall, at least you tried...

when life gives you a hundred reasons to cry,
show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile.

life is about trusting our feelings and taking chances, losing and finding happiness, appreciating the memories and learning from the past.

some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle and end. life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next...

i am strong, because i am weak.
i am beautiful, because i know my flaws.
i am a lover, because i'm a fighter.
i am fearless, because i have been afraid.
i am wise, because i have been foolish.
and i can laugh, because i've known sadness.

i just picked out a few quotes from photobucket. i can't say that my week went on smoothly, coz i've never been so miserable in my entire life. i don't know where i've done wrong. i don't know what to do. i feel like crying 'till i shed blood instead of tears. i deserve this for i have failed to noticed it. i deserve this for i am not worthy of anything. if i could just turn back the time and fix everything up. but now i just don't know what to do. i feel like the whole world's turning its back on me...

life's full of challenges, so maybe i'm facing the biggest challenge of my life. maybe i can't change back things that are already there. maybe i can't bring back smiles to their faces. maybe i can't bring back the life how it is supposed to be. i might as well end my life story at this very second.

right now i'm not thinking of my exams, right now i'm thinking of how to put things back to the way it was. i just wanna talk things out and find out what exactly i have done.

2009-09-18T23:05:00.001-07:00

WHEN BOREDOM STRIKES. ♥

It already did.

HAHA. yesterday went to Marie's house to learn Amaths from Anthony and Dean went there to pass something to tita Mila. yep. he cut his hair. i think it's nice. lol. Dean left early. anyway ... Thanks to Marie. i got the pictures from her blog.

HAHA JUST LOOK AT THE GUYS' FACE! ESPECIALLY DEAN'S!!! LOL!

HELP. HAHA LOL.

LOL. SOMEONE'S MISSING.

LOL.

LOL X2.

HAHA.

MARIE EYES WIDE.

LOL.

LOL LOL.

HAHA.

SOMEONE'S MISSING. AGAIN.

2009-09-17T23:56:00.000-07:00

DEADLINE IS OVER. ♥

If that's what it is.

i just reached home from school, later i'm gonna go to Marie's place...
i got this contacts (Ashling, it's HAZEL. not green.) last Wednesday ... my degree for both eyes went up again ... i got this and my specs fixed.

anyway went out with Marie yesterday (Thursday) and i got myself a black scarf & i lovelovelove it. eventhough i hate putting tight things around my neck.<3

today's friday. had my amaths test (oh, crap.) and FINALLY, it's over. after all those misunderstandings, it finally ended... Thank God. (:

kk i'm gonna prepare now for the visit ... Chao!

2009-09-12T21:07:00.000-07:00

THE SWEETEST ESCAPE. ♥

If that's what you call it.

last Friday i went to school for Emaths tutorial and i realized something ... MY SECOND EMATH PRELIM IS ON TUESDAY!!! shit.

and then my PSP can't read my 8GB memory card games, but it can read my 1GB memory card games !!! darn. then went home with Li Qian at 12pm and went online. webcammed with Anthony until around 5pm-ish. and started with my Emaths revision again ...

the next day was a study day with Anthony, Joy and Dean. (they remind me of my band in Rock Band: Unplugged ... i'm the vocalist, Joy's the bass guitar, Anthony's the drummer and Dean's the guitarist. lol.) Dean had genesis. Joy had to leave early ... went to Starbucks with Anthony - GERICHO! I OWE YOU A DRINK FROM STARBUCKS/MACDS CAFE !!! - and went to Terminal 3 to continue studying ... and ate dinner around 7-ish. then went home. sorry, people. still no pictures. i have one in my phone but i can't find my usb... or any other way that i can connect my phone memory card/phone in the com. Agh, it's so cold ... it's raining now.

agh, around two more days until Emath prelim ... my prelim results will determine my N level grade coz we can't take the O-level results to put in our N level cert. awww shit. i'm dead.

Agh, i can't open my facebook profile again! facebook sucks now. agh.

JoyJoy. loveyousomuch,girl! ♥

kk i'm gonna post some pictures i had with my cousin ... i also wanna post a video of my cousin and i but it's in my phone ... so i can't post it. yet. agh.

Esplanade.

Esplanade. again.

STILL Esplanade. my cousin attempted to take a picture of me with the crowd ... i guess she didn't know that the camera was on Fireworks mode. lol.

2009-09-09T18:55:00.000-07:00

WHO KNEW. ♥

now that i'm exam-free...

haha this pictures (taken from different events) are so damn familiar. lol.

Monday ...
went to Anthony's house to collect Social Studies textbooks (supposed to go Joy's house after) but we stayed at Ant's house instead. Joy came with her POA notes.

Tuesday ...
my freaking Social Studies paper.

Wednesday ...
English papers ... and then after that met up with Ant to study at the library, but the library was freaking - and i mean FREAKING - full. lol. then met up with Joy outside the library and went to Terminal 2 instead coz trust me, the library was so effing full.

then we went to the airport in MacD's to study (lol) and then went to Starbucks.

it's quite an unusual thing, because after eating at MacD's, we went to Starbucks to eat. lol. i regret not bringing my camera along. sorry. no pictures, people.
then stayed there until 7.30pm... Joy took bus 27 and then Ant and i took bus 34... i reached home at (wait i forgot) 8.30pm and bathed and then slept. was having a massive headache when i got home.

2009-09-04T01:35:00.000-07:00

OH, PLEASE. ♥
I'm toast.

hey, y'know what? i'm kinda speechless now ... but just before i go back to studying (urgh,) i wanna tell everyone that ...

I, BEA YSABELLE, PLEDGE TO MYSELF THAT I BELIEVE THAT I CAN PASS MY N-LEVELS ... EVERYONE BELIEVES IN ME AND I DON'T WANNA LET THEM DOWN.

owh gosh ... someone forced me to write that down ...
Cheerio ~~~

2009-09-02T03:01:00.000-07:00

N-LEVEL STRESS. ♥

This is what you get.

can someone knock me on the head now and make me realize that almost everyone i know believe that i can pass my N-Levels ?!?!

anyway i'll just post some pictures from Marie's partay. we DID cam-whored, but it was a little too late. lol. sorry i can't write a long post now, i'm currently studying Social Studies.

anyway here's the pictures ... and hey, if you guys (i'm talking to the crazy people in the pictures) if you don't want a pic below to be posted, just lemme know, ayt? xoxo,

P.S. other people who either went off early or wasn't in any photos were Mei & Dean. plz tell me if i forgot to mention someone kaythanksbye.

Marie smiling for the camera.

Marie and Inah smiling for the camera.

Marie STILL SMILING from the camera, while taking a candid pic of JoyJoy and TokSomBong.

Marie. enough said.

Marie's FIRST candid pic. without her smiling.

a snapshot with Gericho, Cheska and Inah (from left to right).

Grace and me.

a little bit of Gericho, Cheska, Inah and me.

Cheerio ~~~

2009-08-30T02:56:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MARIE. ♥

ok, so we went to Maire's house on Friday for a sleepover, and everyone's asleep. then we woke them up to watch a really, really effing scary movie. then after that we watched 17 Again, but i fell asleep halfway - well maybe less than half the movie. my second time attempting to watch 17 Again without sleeping.

we slept around 3am in the morning the next day.

then Marie, Mei, Inah and Grace went for catechism, and Joy, Anthony and i watched the movies Obsessed and ... a really freakin scary movie. Joy asked me to laugh when i see a scary face, so when i looked at Anthony, i laughed. and then Joy laughed. lol.
and then we went to the room to watch another freaking scary movie (notice that i dont put horror movie titles in my blog. it's just so freakin' scary.) and blew Marie's candles and continued watching movie and Dean and Anthony bullying me and Joy telling them that if they ever bully me again, she'll bully them back. hah.

then we went down to MacD's after the movie, when something kind of pissed me off. it's not because of them, it's someone else. i went down crying (and i admit it).
then Gericho gave me a Double Choc Frap in MacD's THANK YOU, GERICHO !!! *sobs* that choc frap really made me feel better. and then i became sad again right after i finished my choc frap. lol.

i owe you a Double Choc Frap, Gericho.

but one thing's for sure, my friends are there for me. and i'm really gonna miss them if i ever go back to Philippines to study for college, and i'll treasure every single day i've spent with them. i'm gonna cry if i ever go back to Phil and leave my friends.

and then we bought ice and drinks (?) then Joy, Gericho and Dean went up tp pass the stuffs, then Marie, Grace, Anthony, Cheska, Mei and i stayed down to meet Inah. played at the playground and then played captain's ball. with Marie's Netball ball.
Ant and i went up just before we played captain's ball and we didn't get the chance to play the game with the others. (oh, great. i missed the fun.).
and when we came back down to where the others were, all of us just sat down and talked. talked stuff. disturbing stuff.

honestly speaking, i couldn't relate to the topic, so i just kept quiet. lol.

and then we went up, i took a nap and continued watching the last movie before people started going off. i'm suppossed to stay for another night when something happened. again. and i'm kinda pissed by it. and i was forced to come home.
oh well, i just hope that i'll get to see them again soon.

and one question from someone in my group set me thinking about something. and it kinda made me confused. really confused. really. and believe it or not, it took me ten minutes to think about what to write after "and it kinda made me confused". i typed and deleted over and over again, can't decide on what to type and what i'm feeling right now.

i'm just plain confused.

no words can describe what i'm feeling right now.

i think you know this, Joy.

i really hope i pass my N levels.

Everyone wants to be happy,
Nobody wants to be in pain.
But you can't have a rainbow,
Without any rain.

2009-08-17T03:33:00.000-07:00

POP! ♥

heyhey! look who's back(lol)
anyway lemme see ... so i stopped at the Prelims (freakingly hard prelim papers) and then Friday i didn't have class. so i went to the DIY shop (upon looking for the store i bumped into Eva and Faustine XD) to buy Fresh Pink wall paint. chose the quality paint - just for my room. ^^

i had an EXTREME room make over. =]

and then we finished painting the next day, Saturday. on the same day it was my daddy's birthday party with a few of his officemates and our friends. =]]] took pics (again) and photos are posted in my Facebook! =]

then next day was an unexpected sleepover. i mean, i invited them for the sleepover at around 3am-ish last Saturday. and they came the same day around 4pm-ish. lol. i wanted to invite more people but i thought that it was too late. :(
we went to the NTUC (Marie and Inah) to buy chips and chicken rice (lol) and then went back home to watch a show and wait for the others. then Marie and i decorated some things lol.
then Joy and Mei came, they came along with J.Co donuts!! thanks to Inah's mom ^^

then chatted and ate and bathed and revised school stuffs. and ordered MacD's around 2am-ish the next day (Sunday).
then went for mass at 6pm and went to TM to eat dinner. ^^

sigh, then had Amaths Paper 1 the next day. ==

argh, GIMME A BREAK !!!

2009-08-11T03:54:00.000-07:00

i was lazy to blog for the past few weeks so whatever written in here is what i can remember for now.

last Friday was the National Day Celebration. i wore my red nail polish, okay?!?! just to know that we will be dismissed before 10am. weird but happy that school was over that day.
then Si Ying, Tara, Ashling and i went to watch UP in 3D at golden Village. the movie was okay, i like the "squriiel" part lol.

then SATURDAY was my most exciting day of the week. first was Thivya's party. i felt sad when three of my friends couldn't make it to her party. but speaking of the party, it was awesome. :p btw i went to Thivya's party with Joy Ramos and Stacy. their food was awesome, too. especially the cake. :D

then after that i went to Gericho's house (YES, it's a 2nd partay). then we took pictures - ALOT of them - you can see the pictures in Facebook (if you're not my friend, TOO BAD. so add me if you wanna see the pics. but if you don't wanna, then TOO BAD X2 !!!). then yeah, the party ended at 3am the next day as expected. Ian, Dean and Mei's brother, went for a sleepover with my lilbro at my house.

then Sunday went on ... blah blah blah,

then Monday came. another crazy day for the week. we had a movie marathon ... we watched three movies (i don't wanna say them here, coz the first one gave me the creeps). then Dean and Mei followed me home to fetch Ian. then bathed, revised (no, really.) and slept.

next day, start of Prelims. ugh,

anyway i gotta go, i have to study for the next papers.

and BTW, all my blogs will be temporarily closed until Prelims end.
Cheero ~~~

2009-07-30T01:31:00.000-07:00

i'm ... gonna ... fail my emaths. enough said.
i'm not really in the mood to blog right now ... but im making a blog or two - one for photography and one for fashion - mainly street fashion.
wish me luck for my emath results ... i really, REALLY need it.
Cheero ~

2009-07-23T04:27:00.000-07:00

ok, this is a survey kind of thing from my beloved Marie (i miss you okayyyy.) ...

If you were stranded on an Island with 10 friends, and it will take half a year to go home, who will it be?

01. Joy
02. Marie
03. Dean
04. Anthony
05. Mei
06. Inah
07. Gericho
08. Grace
09. Cheska
10. Eunice

lol that's only the first part. this is the second part (if i would to choose another 10 friends):

01. Ashling
02. Tara
03. Fatima
04. Thivya
05. Si Ying
06. Joy
07. Amelyn
08. Marissa
09. Glady's
10. Zoey

Who will be singing all along?
Joy, Dean, Marie, Inah. oh, perhaps Gericho too. and Cheska. okok ALL OF US !! lol.
DEFINITELY Glady's.

Who will be the one searching desperately for fire?
Grace, Mei and Joy (while singing) lol JOKE.
Zoey, Tara, Thivya and Ashling.

Who will be just sitting there staring into space?
Eunice, Anthony ...
Si Ying, Thivya, Fatima, together with me.

Who will be the most resourceful one?
like what Marie said - typical smart people like Anthony, Joy, Gericho, etc.
also smart people - like Ashling and Fatima. oh not to forget the Zoey World expert (Zoey) lol.

Who will be the first and last one to sleep?
all of us.
First, Tara. last Glady's and Zoey.

If there were arguments, who would be the ones arguing?
Gericho & Grace, Eunice & Dean, Cheska & Dean. oh dont forget Joy & Dean.
Glady's, Zoey and Ashling. no doubt. ha ha ha.

There's a Lizard in the tent your'e sleeping in, who will be the first one screaming?
um ... i think that would be me.
for second part, still me. then Ashling. then Glady's will join. then Tara. in the end all of us will be screaming.

Who's the Clown?
Dean. enough said.
GLADY'S !!!

Who will be the one having cut and bruises?
as Marie said. it's me.
Ashling, me, Tara, Joy ... all the accident prones.

Who will be the cry baby?
me. again.
it's just me.

Who is the one 'enjoying life'?
Dean, Gericho, Anthony
Glady's, Zoey, Joy (especially)

Who will you keep scolding at?
Anthony.
Tara - i think.

Who will be the first to wake up?
Joy.
Si Ying.

Who is the one that always comes up with stupid idea?
Inah and me.
me.

Who will be the one getting into a whole lot of trouble?
Dean, Mei and Marie - including me.
Glady's and Ashling.

When you've heard that help came, who will be the one running like a mad chicken?
Cheska, Marie, Inah, Joy & me.
Marissa, then Amelyn.

2009-07-23T01:31:00.000-07:00

some random things.

teddies don't hug back, but sometimes they're all you've got.
my favorite thing about eating gummy bears is knowing that they can't fight back when you bite their heads off.

lol.
anyway tomorrow is the last day of school (for this week) and Monday will be my O level emath prelims (nooooooooooooo).

huh, i've got nothing to blog about ...

2009-07-22T04:21:00.000-07:00

so if you don't know how Facebook works, better get it done now.

ok so went home early (coz we needed to clear the school premises for 'O' lever MT Listening Compre. Dean went to my house to pass something to my lilbro, talked and looked at some baby pictures. lol.

ok so im having my N levels this year - same as O's. and i'm kinda scared of the fact that i'm actually taking the exams this year ... i feel like the time is flying so fast ...

and we have our 'O' level Emath Prelims on Monday and i dont know how to manage my time.

and i STILL dont understand the Half Blood Prince movie.
anyway moving on ...

i haerd that Sony Ericsson Xperia X1 is not worth buying ... coz of 'laggy-ness' ... lol.
but ill check it for myself, though.

yep.

2009-07-21T04:49:00.000-07:00

I ... FELL ... IN LOVE WITH THIS.

k so i went to White Sands with Si Ying, Tara and Ash and we saw Joy Gomes going down from the 3rd floor (YES YOU, JOY).
had a Double Chocolate Frappe (with whip cream) in MacD and some fries in Burger King. then went to Si Ying's house.
it was kinda productive, and i had fun. :DDD
i [heart] STAB. ^^

kk, till here. ADIOS! Cheerio ~~~

2009-07-16T02:21:00.000-07:00

If Bella would become a vampire, she would look like this.
purrty, huh?

hihi, just arrived from MacD buying a double choc frappe with Ash. ^^ and now i'm browsing thorugh the images when i came across this pic (above) isn't she pretty? :D

i'm a DIE-HARD fan of Twilight, i don't care what people say ... even if Edward Cullen is so off the hottest guys on Earth ... i go for the book now, though Edward is still hot. BUT i am NOT an obsessed Edward Cullen fan/lover/whatever people call it. i'd go for both Edward Cullen and Jacob Black.

anyway off the topic. i'm kind of busy these days ... first reason, the frigging PRELIMS. im tryin to push myself to study more. seecondly, still PERLIMS. i feel like i wanna cry 'coz i dont want it to come so fast!!! and thirdly, the first prelim paper is O level EMATHS!!!

shit. die.

anyway im thinking of opening a blogshop BUT not now 'coz of PRELIMS ... and maybe i won't have one until i finished my 'O' Level examinations ... BUT i already have my blog address for it [mycandysuperhero.blogspot.com]. it's clickable, you. lol. :p

Cheero ~~~

2009-07-08T00:15:00.000-07:00

just RANDOM things:

#1. Joy (Ramos) and Ashling was fighting over which animal is the one that should be pitying - the Camel or the Donkey.
#2. The day TWILIGHT was born: June 2, 2003.
#3. The day Bella & Edward (from Twilight) first met: Jan 18, 2005
#4. The day Bella & Edward were officially a couple: Mar 9, 2005
#5. Bella's full name (Isabella Marie Swan) was first mentioned: New Moon, page 507
#6. My last day in Notfound - For Now, i guess.: June 28, 2009
#7. I have ALOT of homeworks to do.
#8. I am thinking of what to type in #8.
#9. I'm ending this Random stuffs at #10.
#10. -END-

2009-07-07T02:02:00.000-07:00

what's funny is that last Tuesday Ashling and i went to Tampines1 to window shop, and we took a long time flagging a cab coz Ash wanted the nice blut cab! lol. and last Thursday we went to McDonalds near Bedok Interchange. ordered a nice Double Chocolate Frappe (and Amelyn gave us voucher for Double Chocolate Frappe today. THANKS, AMELYN!)

and last Saturday i went to Joy's house coz it was ate Lyn's birthday (Joy's relative) and we (Gericho, Joy, Grace, Dean & i) ended up watching MJ music videos, lol.and "What The Buck" lol.

k that's all.

2009-07-03T03:23:00.000-07:00

GLAMOUR.

2009-07-02T02:53:00.000-07:00

haha nothing much... i saw this in youtube (isn't it obvious?!?!) and i found it cute. ^^
Cheerio~

2009-06-29T01:52:00.000-07:00

so this furball here ... i found him at Tampines1 looking at me when i walked pass the shop. and guess what ... the freaking rabbit is freaking 180BUCKS!!!
=.="

then i went to Popular to buy the Twilight book, 'coz my mom gave me 10 dollar voucher to use in Popular, so i checked the store and i bought the book.
Then i went to Diva to buy earrings. they have bunnies, too. :DDD

okay, i know that was lame.

go ahead, click it.

then i went home, saw this cat doing its business in front of us, took a picture and bam, it ran away. ^^

ok, ta-ta, people!

2009-06-27T05:33:00.000-07:00

Last Thursday, Michael Jackson, also known as the King of Pop, died because of cardiac arrest. i dont know why but yeah, he died.

i'm not a huge fan of MJ, but i used to listen to his songs when i was a little girl. i used to "rampage" my parents' music cd collection and i found one of MJ's album (with the little scary face at the back of the album) and that's how i started listening to his songs.

my parents even went to his concert in Philippines long time ago. they told me that it wasn't easy to get tickets for his concert.

MJ started his singing career at the age of 11 with his brothers forming a group called the Jackson 5. he sold over 750 million records WORLDWIDE, was part of the Rock and Roll Hall Of Fame twice, had 13 Grammy Awards, and if i'm not wrong he was recorded in the Guiness Book Of Records as The Most Successful Entertainer Of All Time and his album "Thriller" (i think) was the Most Bestselling Album Of All Time - IF I'M NOT WRONG.

Dedicate a message to Michael Jackson.

Michael Jackson

1958-2009

2009-06-27T05:20:00.001-07:00

JOOOY! I'VE UNLOCKED HEART OF WITCH IN MY DJMAX AND IT'S SUPER POOPER UBER DUPER NIIICE!!!!

PROBABLY THE COOLEST MOVIE EVER !!!

2009-06-26T19:37:00.000-07:00

HELLO PEOPLE! LAST NIGHT I WATCHED TRANSFORMERS 2 !!!
and it was sooooo cool!!! you guys should REALLY watch it!

anyway yeah, we watched Transformers 2 ... but before that we went shopping.
err, it wasnt really "shopping" for me. it's more of a "window shopping".
and we saw an EDC white skinny jeans, and it costs Sgd 99 !!! wanted to buy it but sadly, my mom didnt want because it was too expensive.
=.="

and then we went to eHub! and watched Transformers 2 !!!
and and i liked the part when the dude said "What you're about to see is top secret. Do not tell my mother." wth HAHAHA!
it was said by the dude who was once a leader (or something) of Sector 7.

ok, i have to go for work. ta-ta!

^^

WHENBOREDOMSTRIKES.

2009-06-25T00:00:00.000-07:00

im just bored so i edited a pic from Photobucket, in credit of www.picnik.com . :DDD
anyway i wasn't in the airport when Mr. Pritchard left Singapore, sorry. my parents didn't allow me coz it was late at night.
anyway im as bored as ever, and trying to put my mind in studying... so yeah.

2009-06-23T22:02:00.000-07:00

... and so i stayed at home like i'm under house arrest, but i'm not, when i was asked to work on Saturday and Sunday. finally, something better to do than slacking at home.

sigh,

anyway last week before school holiday... sad but HAVE TO LET GO OF HOLIDAYS... National Exam this year. :(

so yeah, all i did at home was to MaxCombo every single song in my DjMax 4B, then MaxCombo all the songs in 5B, then in 6B, and so on...

=.="

okay, i have nothing to blog anymore.
cheero. ^^

Drop Dead Gorgeous.

2009-06-21T23:56:00.000-07:00

ok, so last 13June i went to Gericho's house to celebrate Mei, Joy, Grace and Dean's Birthdays.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, DUDES! :DDD

06June - Mei
09June - Grace
13June - Dean
18June - Joy

then on the 18th i went to Joy's house, together with Gericho and Anthony & his dad. gave Joy a Tiger plushie. ^^

and now, my desktop was fixed (yay for me) and im SUPER POOPER UBER DUPER BORED. so i played this game. very fun XD.

and oh, i went to a girly website so to minimize the screaming-because-you-went-to-a-girly-web-site incident, ill just give you the direct link. sorry i cant find a code that will put it directly in here, so im giving you the direct link! ^^

http://www.girlsgogames.com/game/Devilish-Hairdresser.html

Cheerio :DDD

2009-06-11T05:06:00.000-07:00

heyheyhey! look who's back! lol.
sigh, i'm super pooper uber duper bored.

today i just played with my PSP, talked to Charles online, played my pc game, etc.

*yawn* im going to sleep now ...
Cheero ~~~

ProbablyTheBestMovie.Ever.

2009-06-08T00:26:00.000-07:00

AAAAAAAH!!!!!OME!!!!!OMJ!!!!
NEWMOONTRAILERISFINALLYOUT,PEOPLE!!!!

k, that's all.
anyway my dad's arriving from overseas today.
Cheerio ~

2009-06-06T05:34:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEI!!!

and Bernard (a friend from Philippines).

anyway we just went to Tampines Mall, Century Square and Tampines1 today ... today's my cousin's last day in Singapore. i feel extremely sad that i wanna cry. :(
first, Josh and family left. then now, my cousin ...
*sniff, sniff*

&& yesterday was Mr Pritchard's last English lesson with me and my class.
a few people cried, but i stayed strong i managed not to cry. :)
but i'm gonna miss Mr Pritchard as much as how my classmates miss him.

anyway for an advanced blogging Marie and I will be going out to book-shop. lol. :DDD
and i'm so excited! :)

okay. nothing else to blog.
a pic saved as the best for last. :')

GONNA MISS THE MOMENTS.
i dedicate the song "No Boundaries" by Kris Allen to them. :')

Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment last forever if you feel you've lost your way
What if your chances are already gone
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
to fight and never walk away

Coz hear I am still holding on!

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe

You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you've almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

I'm faulting my landing to stand on the edge
What if today is as good as again
Don't know what the future is heading
Nothing's gonna bring me down
I've jumped every bridge and I've heard every lie
I've risked being safe but I always knew why
I always knew why

So hear I am still holding on!

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe

You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you've almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule coz there's nothing between you and your dreams

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe, Yeah
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe

You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
There are no boundaries [3x]

theBESTstoryEVERtold.

2009-06-04T05:53:00.000-07:00

I MISS THEM THAT I WANT THEM TO COME BACK TO SINGAPORE !!!

anyway Josh and Ruey and parents went back to Philippines this morning ... i miss them so badly i want them to come back to Singapore !!!
and then SINCE THE MOMENT i stepped out of the house (for school) i was sooooo darn sleepy.

i slept in the bus to school.
i slept in class before assembly.
i slept in class when there's no teacher.
i slept during the checking of scripts (well, maybe halfway checking of scripts).
i slept in the bus from school.
i slept in my room when i got home.
i slept from 2.30pm till 7pm.

gosh ... i needed to regain my energy ... i had so many sleepless nights. i had fun, tho ... since monday i've been sleeping around 12am plus ... :DDD

anyway that's what happened today ... nothing much to blog since i was sleeping the whole day.

Cheerio! ~~~

2009-06-02T10:18:00.000-07:00

heyhey there! sorry for a VERY late blog post ...
kk, im gonna blog from 30 May (Saturday) till today (02 June) ...
okay, so my cousin, a friend and a family (friends) arrived from Philippines ...
Saturday ...
just had my new Felicia Blue PSP 2000 & went to Wild Wild Wet and IT WAS FRIGGING AWESOME !!!
then went to Marie's house ... met with Filipino friends ... watched My Bloody Valentine ... blah blah blah ... went home like around 1 plus ...
Sunday ... they went to the Zoo and i went to Bugis to work ...
Monday WE WENT TO SENTOSA !!! OMGeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. we rode Luge and Skyride !!! but Skyride first. lol.
then went to the long water fountain behind the Merlion, played through the mosaic tiled obstacles and had my face scratched when i stood up when someone said "BEA, AYAN NA !!!" that means "Bea, it's coming !!!" ... lol.
so i stood up, and since i was in a covered part of the tiled fountain, my face hit a part of it and scratched my face ...

and that's the reason i had to put plaster on my face ... and those irritating people kept laughing about it ... they don't even know what really happened.

and what's worst ?!?! i heard them laugh before and after school. wtf.

to those group of people (you know who you are) ...
i don't like people like you ... how if you're in my position ?!?! would you like to be laughed at ?!?! and FYI i needed to put plaster on my face BECAUSE THE WOUND WAS SWOLLEN !!! as if i would like to show my wound in public !!!

i ... am ... soooooooooooo ..... IRRITATED. as if i didn't hear them when i went to the toilet after school.

like what the hell.

okay anyway moving on, let's not ruin the mood.
so today (Tuesday) after school (after being so pissed off) ... i went to catch up with my relatives in Bugis, then went around to shp, then our mommies arrived from Paragon, then we went to Esplanade ... reached home around 11.30 plus in the evening ... and now i'm blogging.

k, im done.
and tomorrow will be a BORING day coz i'm gonna be pissed - again - like how pissed i was today.
okay, it's ruining my mood now.
gotta go now before i say something bad.

Cheerio.

2009-05-20T07:14:00.000-07:00

hi guys! sorry, cant blog right now ... maybe Friday ... more detailed blog post on Friday ...
and i just wanna say that SO FAR, THIS DAY WAS THE MOST IRRITATING DAY OF MY ENTIRE YEAR 2009!!!

ARGH.

anyway i won't upset myself anymore ... my cousin showed me this video clip ... so cute and funnay!!! watch this! :DDD

2009-05-12T23:09:00.000-07:00

heyhey guys! due to exams i was not able to blog ...
ok, ill start from last Saturday ...

went to Maire's house for Mother's Day party, met up with friends :DDD
then talked and bitched in Marie's room. lol.
Dean came from Genesis, Joy and Gericho on their way to Marie's house.
went to 7-eleven to buy ice. and slurpee. and Marie's Kinder Joy. and so on.
watched Quarantine when we got back, and that movie gave me a headache.
if you're not the gore-type of person, then Quarantine's not for you (just an advice.) coz that movie's based on the camera's point of view. and of course, a cameraman behind it.
you should expect that the camera will be shaky.
all the running of the cameraman will make you dizzy.
and Quarantine is about this group of people inside a locked apartment building where there was an old woman infected with rabies who started it.
and according to Joy, the movie title tells you what will happen in the end.

oh, there was this part when the cameraman used the camera to kill someone that was infected with rabies, the camera went close up with the woman with the bloody mouth and scary face, and then he took the camera off the woman's face. he was hitting the woman's face repeatedly with the camera, and just imagine how we watched that! eww.
then at the end of the movie, all of them died (including the cameraman) ... and obviously, the dead dude drops the camera from his hand - because he's dead. so the ending went like this ...
the camera was dropped on the floor, facing the last woman who survived. *take note that it was dark, and the only light that was lit was the infrared light* (the green light used for places like haunted houses and when the place does not require light. but of course, you need light to see where you're going, so they use that infrared light.) ... the woman was crawling towards the camera (like "The Ring" style) so it went quiet. then after a few seconds (like 15 seconds) someone grabbed her and dragged her! maybe it was the camera-dude. ugh, freaky.

a loud scream will be heard at the end of the movie.

the eeeeend! no background music for the credits. just the sound of helicopters from outside the locked apartment ... and the sound of the building echo-ing or something.

ok, ill stop freaking myself. anyway, we watched Yes Man after watching Quarantine. i slept halfway, then Dean and Mei and their lilbro Ian went home. their parents are in Malaysia.
when i woke up, Joy already went home.
then it was our turn to go home ...
went home around 03.13am ... *shrugs* f-scary.

next day (Sunday) went to church around 6pm, met Dean and siblings and Marie's family after church,ate at Carl's Jr, then went home.

i kinda forgot to remind Marie to remind her to take photos.

then went home. watched Miss Philippines - Earth 2009. and Sandra Seifert from Negros Occidental won! yay!
Ms Philippines - Earth 2008 passed her crown to Sandra Seifert. poor thing she finally had her last day to wear the crown.

Sandra Seifert of Province of Negros Occidental

anyway, next day was Vesak Day. no school. lol.
Dean went to my house to collect something, and to disturb my bro sleep. lol my bro was like ... =.=" haha!
then went out to buyKinder Bueno ^^
at night talked to my cousine through webcam and lappie was connected to the flat screen. lol. then continued revising for next day's exams and went to bed at 11.47pm. finished taking down notes in iTouch for my blog at 11.45pm, then listened songs until midnight.

next day (Tuesday) at morning the carpark next to my block was on fire! omg.
luckily it didn't reach the other cars because if it reached the other cars, it will blow up the entire carpark and my block will be affected! thank God.
anyway there were two explosions during the fire.
in school, had amaths and biology exams, quite manageable. went home, stayed home to study, slept at 11pm sharp.

Today (Wednesday) went to school around 10am for accounts exam (exams didn't start until 11.45am.) and then went home, applied for something online and blogged. :DDD

doesn't this blogpost look long? lol.

2009-05-01T22:23:00.000-07:00

hey guys! i'm back ... 2 days before exams. i wish everyone good luck for the exams! may we pass with flying colors! whee ~~

anyway im here to blog. again. (isn't that obvious?!?!) kk, that was lame.

Monday ... had an election for CCA president and vice presidents ... i was the first one who made the speech! =.="
after that, went to T3 with Tara, Ash and Fatima (Joy can't come) and studied at the -MY MOM'S PHONE RANG- food court. lol. that was random (the my-mom's-phone-rang thing.) ...

Tuesday ... went to T3 (again) after school with Si Ying, Tara and Ash (this time, Fatima and Joy couldn't make it. dont wanna talk about it.)
this time it went better - way better. coz last monday all we did was talk. but this day went waaaaaay better.
oh, and the Batman kiddie ride's freaking me out.

Wednesday ... went to Whitesands with Si Ying, Ash and Tara (again) to eat breakfast before school starts ,,, and went to Ashling and Tara's house to study after school ...
after studying, Cassie was 'acting cute' (and of course, she's cute!) and she ran around the house and went to bite and lick mine and Si Ying's arm. lolzx.
it was my first time having a dog (yes, she's a dog. what to you expect ,, human?!?!) bite me. i always thought dog bites are painful.
oh, she bit my tie as well ... still got the bite marks.

Thursday ...alot of things happened.
as in, ALOT.

#1 ... there was a cat poop in front of one of the classes! eww.
#2 ... there were maggots at the nearest staircase ...
#3 ... there was a DEAD BIRD at the fifth floor.
#4 ... there was a dead bee at the crridor near the toilet ~~ but this one's not that bad. just an insect.

Ugh,

Friday ... was suppossed to go for extra lessons, but i was sick, i didn't want to pass the fever to Ash and Tara. and Ms Daisy.
so i ate my lunch, or brunch (breakfast + lunch = brunch.) and watched MTV Hits.
one thing i noticed is that when they played "The River" by Good Charlotte ,, i realized that the featuring dude was the lead singer of A7X !!! kinda slow, huh?!?! :p
and the next music video was Helena by MCR!!! WOOHOO!

Saturday (today) ... blogging.

taa-daa ...
Cheerio ~~

2009-04-25T20:14:00.000-07:00

hey guys!!! here's the updates! ill make this a quick one...

Saturday ...
Maire slept over, watched Happy Tree Friends with my lilbro ... slept until 3am in the morning the next day ...

Sunday ...
woke up, ate breakfast, Anthony showed a scary pic in the internet ... watched You Don't Mess With The Zohan. lol.
then after the movie, we all bathed and prepared and everything ... went to church (was late, tho) ... in church i saw Sascha and Jolene ... after church we saw Inah and family ... Marie and Anthony went home. ^^
Inah went to Tampines Mall while my family and i went to Tampines1 ... :DDD

Tampines1 is so oh-so-awesome.

Monday ...
the usual Monday Blues ... computer broke down ... why? my dad went to format the whole com and i think he accidentally uninstalled one of the programs that will keep the computer working AND after i tried logging in most of the user accounts, the com will restart after a few seconds!
irritating. wouldn't wanna say more ...

Tuesday ...
didn't eat for recess. to depressed to eat...went to Tara and Ashling's house before2.4km run with Si Ying and Thivya ... went to Bedok Reservoir after eating ... then went back to their house and went home with Thivya affter half an hour ...

Wednesday...
my accounts teacher gave me a whole pack of lemon biscuits. ^^

Thursday ...
went to the groom-my-school room with Tara and Joy before MLB tutorials and cam-whored. :DDD

Friday ...
some teacher in our school called the school 'a bunch of idiots'!! look who's talking ...
anyway there were two things that made my day uber funnay ...
firstly, Mr Poh (my emaths teacher) showed some video from youtube ... it's a clip from Britain's got talent ... he showed us Susan Boyle and Charlie Green (half Filipino). lolzx.
secondly, Ashling and i were being robbed by Natalie and Glady's (with the apostrophe.lol. cute, no?) .. and Zoey.

Saturday ...
parent's anniversary ... went to school for extra accounts lesson ... then went for work to earn moolah ... :DDD

kk, im done ... sorry if my post wasn't that interesting to read ... coz im in a rush now ...

&& i really wish i have enought money to buy a White VAIO P laptop. coz I .... REALLY ... WANT ... IT.
the red one costs 1.7k ,, while the white one costs 1.3k or 1.7k ... same, but the 1.3k one is slower ...
but HECK, i'm only after it for the internet ... as long as i can do my homeworks and surf the net with it. ^^
and of course, as long as i can BRING IT EVERYWHERE. :DDD

Cheerio !!! ~~~~~~~~~

2009-04-15T03:07:00.000-07:00

hello ^^ BEA'S BACK ... *background music fades*
haha :DDD

anyway we had DRAMA SYF this morning and it was successful ^^
didn't have any lessons for today ... coz SYF started from 8.15am 'till 2pm ...
and after SYF, went to class to have Amaths tutorial ...
then went home, blogging right now ...

Now Playing : Untouched - The Veronicas

haha ...

oh, speaking of music, i was listening to Mariah Carey songs and I WANTED TO CRY.
why? because i don't know how the songs go anymore!!!
aaargh! if i weren't listening to that dude in Youtube ...
i was so upset to myself that i didn't know how to sing the songs anymore!!!
sigh ,,

anyway, i'm bored right now, so i decided to make my own barcode. haha ...
Bored much?!?! lol.

kk, i'm gonna do my homework now ..

CHEERIO.

2009-04-11T04:06:00.000-07:00

hihi ^^ as usual, BEA deBEAR (Marie - Made) in the house again ... lolzzx

kk, i'll start from Thursday.

THURSDAY: last day of classes ,,, Joni and i went to the Groom-my-school room ... you know, the room where the Groom My School people decorated with red, black and white ... while waiting for MLB tutorials.

But there wasn't a tutorial. =.="

so Joni went out, i went to my cca venue. cca ended around 5pm coz that day was Holy Thursday.

i went home, turned the com on, played Perfect World, chatted with friends, blogged and so ...

and then i went to the new Tampines1 mall to tour my guests from Philippines around ... omgosh, it's awesome!!! though it lasted for only 30 minutes.

btw, my lilbro's birthday was on that day when Tampines1 had their grand opening.

Friday ,,, i went to Tampines1 (again) and had a Girls Day Out with Si Ying, Ashling, Tara and Joy. Joy brought her boyfriend (ahem) and the boyfriend's friend.

then we went to Changi Airport to eat at Swensen's. then around 3.45pm i went back to Tampines Mall to buy my lilbro's cake ... and some stuffs.

i arrived home, saw Dean, Mei and Ian inside the house.

played psp with Dean, used the com, ate dinner, being 'bullied' by Dean and Anthony, slept in the middle of the party (well, not really in the middle of it.)

***THE THINGS WRITTEN ABOVE WAS WRITTEN LAST SATURDAY. I DIDN'T GET THE CHANCE TO COMPLETE IT LAST SATURDAY, SO I'M FINISHING IT TONIGHT.***

anyway, then the party ended, blah blah blah ...

Sunday, went to church, Mei fetched Ian, bought laptop cooler, etc.
Monday, SAW SASCHA!!!! ^^
more info for Sunday and Monday coming soon!!!

PLEASE STAY TUNED.
no, really.

lol.

OK, I'M DONE. haha :DDD

P.S. Sorry Tara, i took so long to blog about this ...

2009-04-08T03:51:00.000-07:00

im back!! haha :DDD
today was boring. as ever.
it's always the same thing ...
BUT, there's no classes on Friday!!! yipeeeeeeee.
i don't know what to blog.
and i tell ya ,,, in the end i'll end up blogging so much. haha ...

anyway i 'witnessed' alot of shouting and screaming today. haha
too much to witness!!!
oh, they are not shouting at me. i just saw them somewhere. so yeah.
anyway Tara wasn't in school today (i wonder why)
and Zoey World is getting better and better. lol.

and on Friday, i might go out with my school friends to watch a movie ...
i don't know which movie, tho.
and my family might have a 'simple' party for my lilbro's Birthday ...
his Birthday is tomorrow, but the party will be on Friday ...

gosh,, really, really,, REALLY got nothing to blog about ...
the me-going-to-blog-so-much thing isn't for me today, tho.

will he even realize this?!?!

sigh ... not bad tho.
but, ohmygosh.

idontknowhowmariahcareysongsgonow.
idontknowthesongssoundlike!

andidontknowhowmariahcareysoundslikethefirsttimeistartedwatchinghisvideos!
gosh.

and i really thought one of her songs have "puppy war mats" in the lyrics ...

kk, that made me feel better.
i gotta go!
Cheerio ~~~

Untouched - The Veronicas

2009-04-08T01:08:00.000-07:00

I go ooh ooh, you go ah ah
L-l-l-la, ah l-l-l-la
I can la, la, la, l-la, la
I wanna, wanna, wanna get, get, get what I want, don't stop

Give me, give me, give me what you got, got
'Cause I can't wait, wait, wait anym-more, more, more
Don't even talk about the consequence
'Cause right now you're the only thing
That's making any sense to me

And I don't give a damn what they say, what they think, think
'Cause you're the only one who's on my mind
I'll never ever let you leave me
I'll try to stop time for ever, never wanna hear you say goodbye
Bye, bye

I feel so untouched and I want you so much
That I just can't resist you, it's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now, need you so much
Somehow I can't forget you, I've gone crazy from the moment I met you

Untouched
And I need you so much

See you, breathe you, I want to be you
Ah l-l-la, ah l-l-l-la
You can take, take, t-take, take time, time
To live, live the way you gotta, gotta live your life

Give me, give me, give me all of you, you, don't be scared
I'll see you through the lonely nights of wanting more, more, more
Don't even think about what's right or wrong or wrong or right
'Cause in the end it's only you and me

And no one else is gonna be around
To answer all the questions left behind
And you and I are meant to be so even if the world falls down today
You've still got me to hold you up, up
And I will never let you down, down

I feel so untouched and I want you so much
That I just can't resist you, it's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now, need you so much
Somehow I can't forget you, I've gone crazy from the moment I met you

Untouched, un
Untouched
Untouched, un
Untouched

Untouched, un
Ah l-l-la, ah l-l-l-la
Untouched
Ah l-l-la, ah l-l-l-la

I feel so untouched and I want you so much
That I just can't resist you, it's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now, need you so much
Somehow I can't forget you, I've gone crazy from the moment I met you

I feel so untouched and I want you so much
That I just can't resist you, it's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now, need you so much
Somehow I can't forget you, I've gone crazy from the moment I met you

Untouched, un
Untouched
Untouched, un

2009-04-07T02:50:00.000-07:00

hey, my beloved readers! the Bear's back !! ^^
anyway nothing to blog much ... coz monday was kinda boring.
reason? my weekdays are ALWAYS the same.
well, except for the Drama rehearsals and the party last Sunday..

ok, i'll start with Sunday.
i woke up around 8.30am ... bathed, put on my clothes, ate my breakfast, then went online ... interrupted by mom 'coz i was wearing a black skinny jeans and an EDC shirt. she asked me to wear the yellow backless top she gave me so i paused the game i was playing (Perfect World) and went to change clothes. even if i'm vain (as Tara said a long time ago), i don't even dare to take a pic with that top.

so we went for mass, and i planned to go back home BUT my mom asked me ... nonono ,, forced me to follow her to a party. she said we'll just be there for a while and she even promised me that we will reach home before sunset ...

but that wasn't true, i reached home around 7-8pm ... sigh, the party was good, tho. ^^
bathed, didn't ate dinner (already ate alot at the party), brushed my teeth, dried my hair, did a last minute revision, watched a bit of Final Destination 3 (aired on TV) then went to sleep.

Monday, we went out of school after curriculum hours.
but before that, i went out (opposite school) to buy food coz the rehearsal won't have any break until the dry runs are finished. so i went to 7-eleven, bought my cup noodles and Kinder Bueno, and oh, Pringles ^^ ... then met Fatima, Alethia, Stacy, Joy and Nayela on the way back. we went to the "Shining Star" restaurant and ordered food. went off to school @ 3.21pm...

so i arrived at the Drama room (i wasn't late, okay?!?!). then we put all the props at the back of the truck ...
then went in the bus. ^^
upon arriving at the venue, we immediately take all the props out of the back of the truck ... then started rehearsing. it took us 2 dry duns until we finish.

so from 2.30pm to 6.30pm, that's what we did. went to the venue, had 2 dry runs, went back to school.

kk, then went home. arrived home at 8.35pm.
bathed, ate dinner, did homework and slept.

next day was a bummer. i really dont know what to say about today ... so yeah.

anyway, i searched the internet for a good hairstyle (i am planning to cut my hair on Friday) and i found this:

oh, and notice the eyes, the color is different. :DDD
my mom wanted me to try a diff hairstyle, but i dont want it very short.
my aunt was watching Wowowee (TFC show) and i saw the hairstyle of one of the hosts there.

that's Mariel Rodriguez, one of the hosts in Wowowee, a TFC show.
uhh ,,, i might need the opinion of my mom.

anyway, i dont see alot of people online. especially my Filipino friends (Joy, Dean, Anthony, Marie, etc.)
my SAC friends, most of them are online. Sascha, too ... :DDD

uhh ,,, i gotta go. i'm tired.

oh, and MARIE! nice hairstyle ^^

i'm in the business of misery, let's take it from the top
she's got a body like an hourglass, that's ticking like a clock
it's a matter of time before we all run out
when i thought he was mine, she caught him by the mouth
i waited eight long months, she finally set him free
i told him i can't lie, he was the only one for me
two weeks and we caught on fire
she's got it out for me, but i wore the biggest smile.

Misery Business by Paramore.

2009-04-05T00:00:00.000-07:00

hi guys~ just wanna say GOOD LUCK FOR EXAMS! don't stress yourselves, kay? :DDD

2009-04-04T06:05:00.000-07:00

hey guys ^^ im back ...
sorry for not updating fast ,, kind of lazy to blog nowadays ...
but i promise ill try to update it at least once a week ^^

anyway ,,, nothing happened. whole body aching from Friday's HHP and P.E.
oh and i tried to watch Gossip Girl but IT JUST CANT LOAD!
damn ,,, oh well ...

anyway this morning after my extra lessons at school ,,, i almost got hit by a truck . ALMOST ,,, but not that close.

oops ,,, that was crap , wasn't it?!?! lol.

sigh, i don't know what to blog, that's why im typing crap here now...
anyway, ill update you with what's happening,,, i promise ^^

oh, and A'DREY ROCKS!!! WOOHOO!!!

2009-03-30T08:33:00.000-07:00

hey guys!!! now i'm gonna blog about last Saturday in school! it was so coolio!!! tho it was from 5pm to 11pm... and it was freaky...
i was the Stage Manager for the Viva Verona (Alumni Homecoming) and it was successful!!! ^^
we had lots of fun!!! my juniors and some of my batchmates!!!
oh, ans i owe someone 1.80 bucks. heheheh...

anyway today was a bomb, too! Camp CORRI, but we didn't really went for a camp... we stayed in the hall to learn how to do mind maps...
Ashling, Fatima, Glady's, Nat and I made up a Zoey's World thinggy! lolzx so funnay...

and now, i'm blogging!!!

and when i was surfing the net, playing Perfect World and went to youtube.com and browsed for dance moves... and i saw this!!!
it's so amazing!!!

SHOW THE BUSTIN' LOVE!
Owned by Idayu ^^

WARNING: IF YOU WANT TO PLAY THE VIDEO, PLEASE TURN OFF THE BACKGROUND MUSIC THAT IS LOCATED ABOVE. THANK YOU.

Choreographer: A'drey
Videos: Poker Face and Gimme More
nice?!?! nice?!?! nice?!?!
i'm gonna learn those moves, dudes...

ok, gtg.
Cheerio!

2009-03-26T04:51:00.000-07:00

This is called 50 FIRST REACTIONS. Type what comes to your mind FIRST whenever you see these 50 words. Don't think and don't go back and change. Doesn't matter how random it is, just type it! Repost it for all of your (bored) friends.

1. Beer: uhh,

2. Food: hungry

3. Relationships: it's a no no for now.

4. Your crush: E.

5. Power Rangers: lame.

6. Life: stressed.

7. The President: idk.

8. Yummy: food.

9. Cars: limo.

10. Movies: click flick

11. Halloween: scary...

12. Sex: disgusting.

13. Religion: catholic

14. Hate: darkness

15. Fear: ghosts

16. Marriage: long way to go

17. Blondes: me? as Fatima said... *evil laugh*

18. Slippers: bling bling

19. Shoes: converse

20. Asians: japanese

21. Pass time: music

22. One night stand: i'll be like =.="

23. My cell phone: i love it

24. Smoke: bad.

25. Fantasy: Perfect World

26. College: after school

27. High school life: stressed,

28. Pyjamas: i only have one

29. Stars: my favorite shape

30. Center: me? lolzx.

31. Alcohol: kills 99.9% bacteria

32. The word love: strong. very strong.

33. Friends: are forever.

34. Money: iLIKE.

35. Heartache: heart burn when i drink coke. hehe

36. Time: 10.29pm

37. Divorce: why divorce when pledged 'till death do us part?!?!

38. Dogs: Jeffrey

39. Undies: thongs.

40. Parents: strict.

41. Babies: 1 or 2.

42. Ex: huh?

43. Song: hip hp, rnb, rock, etc.

44. Color: red

45. Weddings: white gown

46. Pizza: making me hungry.

47. Hangout: funn.

48. Rest: i wih to have that

49. Goal: pass my freakingN and O Levels if i have O lvls

50. Inspiration: my 'future' VAIO P laptop

THREE NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:
1. Bear
2. Bea
3. Short

THREE MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE:
1. 28October
2. 25December
3. 01January

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES:
1. Played Perfect World
2. scold my brother
3. took mt towel

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY EVEN WHEN YOU'RE JUST AT HOME
1. turn on the internet
2. listen to music
3. sleep.

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1. PSP
2. VAIO P
3. monehhhh. (money, get it? get it?)

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. listening to music,
2. sing
3. dance to the music im listening to?

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION:
1. PARIS!
2. VEGAS!
3. NY!

THREE FAVORITE DRINKS:
1. STARBUCKS
2. STARBUCKS
3. STARBUCKS

THREE THINGS FOUND IN YOUR BAG:
1. my darling phone
2. wallet
3. headphone

THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
1. RED
2. white
3. black

TOP THREE HANGOUTS:
1. Sentosa
2. Park
3. house

TOP THREE YOU LOVE SO MUCH:
1. God
2. Family & Relatives
3. Friends

TOP THREE WHOM YOU THINK WILL ANSWER THIS SURVEY:
1. Marie
2. Grace
3. Gericho

TOP THREE "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU:
1. friends
2. phone
3. more friends

TOP THREE ANYTHING THAT MAKE YOU HAPPY LATELY:
1. payback
2. english lesson
3. music

TOP THREE REASONS WHY YOU ANSWERED THIS SURVEY:
1. bored
2. waiting...
3. bored.